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Chapters (65)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Praise for Cunning Women
  4. Dedication
  5. An Unfamiliar Pain
  6. Flesh and Blood and Bones
  7. Wet Boots and Fresh Fish
  8. Spires and Beams
  9. Summer Sky
  10. Sound of the Storm
  11. Those That Know Me
  12. Beautiful Wretches
  13. Teeth
  14. Gather and Stalk
  15. Soft-skinned, Soft-hearted
  16. Mice Shaken from a Sack
  17. Otherness
  18. Frost Burn
  19. Maggots
  20. Meddling
  21. A Trail in the Night
  22. Misery
  23. A Serpent, Black and Glistening
  24. Splinter
  25. Whatever I Have Become
  26. Unfurled
  27. Picked Out in Starlight
  28. From First Light
  29. Bees
  30. Bewitched
  31. Infused with Light
  32. The White River
  33. Those Within
  34. Soars too High
  35. Sea and Leather and Fish
  36. Peddled a Dream
  37. Quiver Through my Blood
  38. This Bitter Seed
  39. Blur and Shiver
  40. Wavering Light
  41. Full-Moon Eyes
  42. The Darkness that Broods
  43. Streak of Silt
  44. Turning of the Air
  45. Garlanded with Leaf and Flower
  46. Crisp and Brittle
  47. Trinket
  48. Crescent of the Whole
  49. Sewn
  50. Innocence
  51. Flesh Will Pay
  52. What He Had Seen
  53. Spike of Hope
  54. The Very Brink
  55. Hackles
  56. His Own Hand
  57. Take Any Day
  58. Darkening
  59. Within a Curse’s Reach
  60. The Stars Above
  61. Breadcrumb
  62. See the Storm
  63. What Remains
  64. Acknowledgements
  65. THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING

There’s much I know already from watching Mam, and I could tell anyone which herbs will cure a bellyache or calm a rash. Many a time I’ve gathered plants for her. Now she goes about teaching me the skill of transforming them to salves or tinctures, of learning charms to find lost goods or release curses.

Today I mash the mallow leaves and stems we’ve gathered until they become a thick, sticky paste that fills the room with its fresh scent. Mam guides me as I add a little water and stir, making a tonic that, taken by the spoonful, will soothe a sickened stomach.

John sits, watching. There’s a hunger in his expression as he takes in Mam’s hand guiding mine, her soft laugh as I fail to mash the mixture smooth. He twitches his leg, taps the point of his knife against the table, waiting until she snaps at him to stop. She does not, and he scrapes his stool back, leaving without a word.

I remember John’s face when he heard Mam explain what my mark meant. He was but a lad of ten years, watching wide-eyed. The next morning he stripped and searched his own skin for a mark, running to Mam in excitement when he found a small dark stain on his chest.

She barely glanced his way. ‘That is not his mark, son,’ she said, bending to lift an infant Annie from her basket. ‘You are not chosen nor ever shall be, for yours is not the kind of soul he seeks.’ She jiggled Annie with one arm and placed the other hand on John’s bare shoulder. ‘You’re man of the house. Your job is to work. Provide.’

She turned from him. He pulled his tunic on and ran down the hill to the village. The first time he sought work and his first taste of the cruelty and skitting of the folk that refused him.

She does not comment now on his leaving, but watches me and pats my hand. ‘You’ve your great-grandmother’s blood,’ she says. ‘Now you shall come to the village and help me sell.’

I shake off the sadness I feel for John, swallow down the thrill of unease her words bring. I am cunning folk, and can be no other.

Mam and I wander from house to house, the shore at our backs and the breeze brackish with the scent of fish, coating our mouths and crusting our hair. This part of the beach is long, the sand smooth and, as the weather softens, the sea lilting gently. It’s busy with people: men in boats and hauling catches, women wading to find clams. This is not the part Annie and I come to, nor have I ever wished to.