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Chapters (65)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Praise for Cunning Women
  4. Dedication
  5. An Unfamiliar Pain
  6. Flesh and Blood and Bones
  7. Wet Boots and Fresh Fish
  8. Spires and Beams
  9. Summer Sky
  10. Sound of the Storm
  11. Those That Know Me
  12. Beautiful Wretches
  13. Teeth
  14. Gather and Stalk
  15. Soft-skinned, Soft-hearted
  16. Mice Shaken from a Sack
  17. Otherness
  18. Frost Burn
  19. Maggots
  20. Meddling
  21. A Trail in the Night
  22. Misery
  23. A Serpent, Black and Glistening
  24. Splinter
  25. Whatever I Have Become
  26. Unfurled
  27. Picked Out in Starlight
  28. From First Light
  29. Bees
  30. Bewitched
  31. Infused with Light
  32. The White River
  33. Those Within
  34. Soars too High
  35. Sea and Leather and Fish
  36. Peddled a Dream
  37. Quiver Through my Blood
  38. This Bitter Seed
  39. Blur and Shiver
  40. Wavering Light
  41. Full-Moon Eyes
  42. The Darkness that Broods
  43. Streak of Silt
  44. Turning of the Air
  45. Garlanded with Leaf and Flower
  46. Crisp and Brittle
  47. Trinket
  48. Crescent of the Whole
  49. Sewn
  50. Innocence
  51. Flesh Will Pay
  52. What He Had Seen
  53. Spike of Hope
  54. The Very Brink
  55. Hackles
  56. His Own Hand
  57. Take Any Day
  58. Darkening
  59. Within a Curse’s Reach
  60. The Stars Above
  61. Breadcrumb
  62. See the Storm
  63. What Remains
  64. Acknowledgements
  65. THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING

I remain by the door as Molly stands and straightens her petticoats. Walks past me without a word, without a glance, just the brushing of fine cloth against my arm and the faint scent of hot metal.

Annie and John don’t return home. Mam assures me they’re both in the woods, and when I tell her I saw John in the village she claims I’m mistaken, that I saw another lad and imagined my brother. She swears it so, I’m almost convinced. She busies herself over the fire.

I tell her all. How with just the prattling of one tongue her work will have her condemned and swaying from the Hanging Tree. To continue with balms and poultices if she must, but on no account to stray into enchantments and curses.

‘You tell me nowt that Seth did not say last night, and nowt that has not always been the case,’ she says.

‘It’s not the same, now. Magistrate Thompson is gone and they’re feared, I’ve seen the change. They’re angry. You’ve no hold over this Wright. You mustn’t give him any chance to hurt you. Any of you.’

She pats my hand. ‘Don’t fret, lass. I know how to keep them safe.’

At last I must leave, without knowing the comfort of holding Annie, without seeing her sweet, unmarked skin. Hearing nothing to assure me that Mam understands.

Heavily I walk, from a home no longer a home, to a home not yet one.

Daniel waits at the path by the sheep field. A risk, but I’m glad to see him. He takes me in his arms and, just for a moment, I let myself breathe in his scent of sunlight and hay, and be comforted.

‘It feels everything we’ve built is about to be swept away,’ I say. ‘Should they discover who I am we’ll be forced to part. And worse, they will hurt you.’

‘We will not part,’ he says. ‘We are bound now.’ He releases me, taking my hands in his. ‘There is another way.’

I know his mind, for the same thought is in mine. ‘To leave?’

‘Yes. Leave and find work.’

I long for it so, but the thought of Mam, John and Annie left here is too much to bear. To go without them is not possible. ‘But – I can’t. My family …’

He hesitates just a beat. ‘They shall come. Yes. We’ll find work and then call for them. And one day, in the end, we shall have our own little house. You will bake the bread.’

‘And we’ll eat flawn,’ I say.

Even now, in the face of desperation, we laugh. He pulls me to him, kisses the top of my head. ‘You would run away with the flawn itself, I am surplus.’

I shrug.

‘Oh,’ he says. ‘Do not deny it.’

‘I – nay, of course.’