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Chapters (65)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Praise for Cunning Women
  4. Dedication
  5. An Unfamiliar Pain
  6. Flesh and Blood and Bones
  7. Wet Boots and Fresh Fish
  8. Spires and Beams
  9. Summer Sky
  10. Sound of the Storm
  11. Those That Know Me
  12. Beautiful Wretches
  13. Teeth
  14. Gather and Stalk
  15. Soft-skinned, Soft-hearted
  16. Mice Shaken from a Sack
  17. Otherness
  18. Frost Burn
  19. Maggots
  20. Meddling
  21. A Trail in the Night
  22. Misery
  23. A Serpent, Black and Glistening
  24. Splinter
  25. Whatever I Have Become
  26. Unfurled
  27. Picked Out in Starlight
  28. From First Light
  29. Bees
  30. Bewitched
  31. Infused with Light
  32. The White River
  33. Those Within
  34. Soars too High
  35. Sea and Leather and Fish
  36. Peddled a Dream
  37. Quiver Through my Blood
  38. This Bitter Seed
  39. Blur and Shiver
  40. Wavering Light
  41. Full-Moon Eyes
  42. The Darkness that Broods
  43. Streak of Silt
  44. Turning of the Air
  45. Garlanded with Leaf and Flower
  46. Crisp and Brittle
  47. Trinket
  48. Crescent of the Whole
  49. Sewn
  50. Innocence
  51. Flesh Will Pay
  52. What He Had Seen
  53. Spike of Hope
  54. The Very Brink
  55. Hackles
  56. His Own Hand
  57. Take Any Day
  58. Darkening
  59. Within a Curse’s Reach
  60. The Stars Above
  61. Breadcrumb
  62. See the Storm
  63. What Remains
  64. Acknowledgements
  65. THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING

‘I shall happily take the risk,’ he says. Steps forward, arms around my waist, lips on mine. Body pressed against me, and he kisses me until I cannot breathe and no longer wish to, if only this can continue, and the blood races through me, warming my skin and beating through my head and I long to lie on the bank, pull him to me.

Sun rises and calls me from a content, comfortable sleep. I lace the stays and quickly tie the belt around my petticoat. Hold the pins in my teeth, twist hair into place and fasten it with a blind but expert hand, position the coif.

There is more to my life as dairymaid than I first thought; not just milking but also helping Bett with any work she chooses, from herding the geese to washing laundry in the beck. I relish each one, hoarding every new skill. Daniel has taught me to ride Bonny, even to swim, though I dare not go in deep. It is more than I ever imagined.

At meals I don’t wait for invitation, but fill my bowl with pottage, so much richer than at home, and eat as the others do. As much as I desire, more than I need. A marvel to me, still.

‘You’re filling out,’ Gabriel says as he waits in the doorway for Daniel to collect their basket of food. ‘See how your cheeks have plumped.’

I glance at him, do not respond. Can barely disguise my aversion.

Mr Taylor snorts. ‘That’s not the kind of comment to appeal to a young lass.’

Gabriel looks confused, but perseveres. ‘’Tis a fine thing. Sign of a healthy girl, good appetite, ruddy cheeks.’

‘Thank you,’ I say. Glance at Daniel, but he’s looking at Gabriel, frowning.

‘So my mam says, anyway.’ Gabriel’s face is the colour of the turnip we ate last night.

‘Does she?’

‘Yes, the poor old crab. I shall never be free to leave her, as you have.’ He laughs, and I know it’s meant as a clumsy jest, but I’m assaulted with yearning for Mam, Annie and John, so strongly that I feel it ripple across my face.

‘I’m sure Sarah misses her family,’ Daniel says. ‘And they her.’ I smile, comforted not only by his words but also, to my shame, by Gabriel’s miserable silence as he stares down at his hands.

‘Well,’ Mr Taylor says. ‘Miss you they might, but they’ll be glad of your wages when the year comes to an end.’ Blood trickles from his nose.

‘Oh,’ I say. ‘I can cure you of that.’

All heads turn to me and I remember, too late, that I am dairymaid not cunning folk here. Mr Taylor wipes his nose, but it continues to bleed.