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Chapters (65)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Praise for Cunning Women
  4. Dedication
  5. An Unfamiliar Pain
  6. Flesh and Blood and Bones
  7. Wet Boots and Fresh Fish
  8. Spires and Beams
  9. Summer Sky
  10. Sound of the Storm
  11. Those That Know Me
  12. Beautiful Wretches
  13. Teeth
  14. Gather and Stalk
  15. Soft-skinned, Soft-hearted
  16. Mice Shaken from a Sack
  17. Otherness
  18. Frost Burn
  19. Maggots
  20. Meddling
  21. A Trail in the Night
  22. Misery
  23. A Serpent, Black and Glistening
  24. Splinter
  25. Whatever I Have Become
  26. Unfurled
  27. Picked Out in Starlight
  28. From First Light
  29. Bees
  30. Bewitched
  31. Infused with Light
  32. The White River
  33. Those Within
  34. Soars too High
  35. Sea and Leather and Fish
  36. Peddled a Dream
  37. Quiver Through my Blood
  38. This Bitter Seed
  39. Blur and Shiver
  40. Wavering Light
  41. Full-Moon Eyes
  42. The Darkness that Broods
  43. Streak of Silt
  44. Turning of the Air
  45. Garlanded with Leaf and Flower
  46. Crisp and Brittle
  47. Trinket
  48. Crescent of the Whole
  49. Sewn
  50. Innocence
  51. Flesh Will Pay
  52. What He Had Seen
  53. Spike of Hope
  54. The Very Brink
  55. Hackles
  56. His Own Hand
  57. Take Any Day
  58. Darkening
  59. Within a Curse’s Reach
  60. The Stars Above
  61. Breadcrumb
  62. See the Storm
  63. What Remains
  64. Acknowledgements
  65. THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING

He sees through me. ‘I think – you miss home, don’t you?’ he asks. ‘Tomorrow you will go to them. There will be time, I’ll make sure.’

‘Thank you.’

He takes me in his arms. ‘I’m happy you’re here.’

‘I’m happy to be here,’ I say. And at this moment it’s almost entirely true.

The bed is a large stack of hay tied together, it’s thicker than I am used to and the blanket warmer. I am under the same roof as Daniel. I should sleep like an angel, but I cannot.

At home Sleep sails in on the sounds of Annie’s steady breathing, even John’s night-time snorts. Here there’s only silence and she has no means to enter. I lie in my comfortable bed, relieved when sunlight fingers through the window and I may rise to be about my work.

Shift, stays, petticoat, shoes. The stays feel unnatural and stiff, the petticoat is bunched at the waist. Three attempts to pin my hair and it begins to loosen and fall already. Pull the coif on to my head, trying to feel the position that Bett set it in.

In the hall there hangs a round, polished plate. The house is silent yet and I allow myself to stop there. The girl stares back with large, blue eyes, face exposed by the pulling away of hair. Like any other village girl. More serious, perhaps. I wonder what she would think of me, had she been born to this.

Daniel’s chin appears at her shoulder, his lips touch her cheek. She smiles, and is me again.

‘Shall I come with you?’ he asks. ‘Help on your first day?’

‘I can manage. Have you no task of your own, idle?’

‘Yes,’ he says, laughing. ‘Though it’s dung spreading and now I regret passing milking to you.’

‘Too late. You must away to your dung and leave me be. I am very busy about my work.’

The sound of footsteps and Mr Taylor coughing the night’s phlegm from his throat approaches.

‘Yes, miss,’ Daniel says, winking. ‘Then I shall see you tonight, when we are done.’

The beasts seem larger now I’m alone with them; the horses baring their great teeth, the oxen cracking their horns. Even gentle Pippin, with her eyes like deep pools, seems bigger and clumsier.

I take a breath, smooth down my petticoat. I am Sarah, the dairymaid. Reaching for the stool and pail, I settle myself, set to my task. Soon enough, though once I almost slip from my seat and once Pippin prances and almost spills the milk, the bucket is filled and my first task complete. I would skip to the dairy were I not so weighed down by the results of my efforts.