Back Cruel Illusions
Chapters (44)
  1. Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Dedication
  4. CHAPTER 1
  5. CHAPTER 2
  6. CHAPTER 3
  7. CHAPTER 4
  8. CHAPTER 5
  9. CHAPTER 6
  10. CHAPTER 7
  11. CHAPTER 8
  12. CHAPTER 9
  13. CHAPTER 10
  14. CHAPTER 11
  15. CHAPTER 12
  16. CHAPTER 13
  17. CHAPTER 14
  18. CHAPTER 15
  19. CHAPTER 16
  20. CHAPTER 17
  21. CHAPTER 18
  22. CHAPTER 19
  23. CHAPTER 20
  24. CHAPTER 21
  25. CHAPTER 22
  26. CHAPTER 23
  27. CHAPTER 24
  28. CHAPTER 25
  29. CHAPTER 26
  30. CHAPTER 27
  31. CHAPTER 28
  32. CHAPTER 29
  33. CHAPTER 30
  34. CHAPTER 31
  35. CHAPTER 32
  36. CHAPTER 33
  37. CHAPTER 34
  38. CHAPTER 35
  39. CHAPTER 36
  40. CHAPTER 37
  41. CHAPTER 38
  42. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  43. More from the Author
  44. ABOUT THE AUTHOR

I take a teetering step back and shiver, turning to the banquet table instead. It looks like pure gold, but I’m not somebody who can tell the difference between fake and real. Vines of ivy seem to be trapped underneath the gold, and it’s not just a carving. Real leaves sprout from the design. I can’t help myself. I step forward and bend in front of one twisting table leg and run my finger along the smooth metal and then the fine, papery texture of a leaf. I wonder how it stays alive in there. A silly question, but I can’t seem to stop myself from looking for the strings behind all this.

At least one string exists—the magic itself—but from everything I’ve gathered, it isn’t something you can find and observe to learn how it works. Dangerous. The word springs to my mind unbidden. I try to push it away, but it lingers, taunting me, reminding me why I’m really here: I want the magic to make me dangerous.

The leaf, still under my finger, turns a winter brown and then black, cracking beneath my fingernail and falling off. A solid gold leaf grows in its place.

I jerk my hand back and step away from the table to take it all in. Black drapes cascade from blacker walls. The shining black marble floor reflects my pale face when I stare down. The only color comes from the table and the array of strange and colorful people surrounding it. All the black around them gives them an extra-glorious light—gods floating in an otherwise dark and empty abyss.

Beautiful. I take the word and wrap it around the danger. Beauty is an excellent mask for danger. Nature uses it all the time. People use it too. I can’t afford to think of the danger, not if I want to stay, not if I want them to choose me in the end. I need to trust in this magic.

“You must be Ava.”

I turn to face a white guy in bright red. Every piece of his attire, from his shoes to his slacks to his tie, is the exact same startling color. He’s almost painful to look at, like an open, glaring wound.

“Who are you?” He stands so close that all I can see is the perfect knot of his tie. I take a quick step back, and his mouth widens like he’s scored some type of victory over me. I glance around, but nobody watches us.

I’m unremarkable on a good day. Among these people, I’m invisible. Everyone mingles around the tables in outlandish dresses and suits in every color. The styles range from modern sleek gowns to corsets and skirts straight out of Henry VIII’s court. A woman passes in a dress that appears to be made of live roses.

I wonder about the thorns.