Back Cruel Illusions
Chapters (44)
  1. Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Dedication
  4. CHAPTER 1
  5. CHAPTER 2
  6. CHAPTER 3
  7. CHAPTER 4
  8. CHAPTER 5
  9. CHAPTER 6
  10. CHAPTER 7
  11. CHAPTER 8
  12. CHAPTER 9
  13. CHAPTER 10
  14. CHAPTER 11
  15. CHAPTER 12
  16. CHAPTER 13
  17. CHAPTER 14
  18. CHAPTER 15
  19. CHAPTER 16
  20. CHAPTER 17
  21. CHAPTER 18
  22. CHAPTER 19
  23. CHAPTER 20
  24. CHAPTER 21
  25. CHAPTER 22
  26. CHAPTER 23
  27. CHAPTER 24
  28. CHAPTER 25
  29. CHAPTER 26
  30. CHAPTER 27
  31. CHAPTER 28
  32. CHAPTER 29
  33. CHAPTER 30
  34. CHAPTER 31
  35. CHAPTER 32
  36. CHAPTER 33
  37. CHAPTER 34
  38. CHAPTER 35
  39. CHAPTER 36
  40. CHAPTER 37
  41. CHAPTER 38
  42. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  43. More from the Author
  44. ABOUT THE AUTHOR

The girl behind him sighs dramatically. “You’d think you’d be better at this.” She turns to me. “He’s only looking out for you.”

“Are you one of the other troupes?”

The boy sighs. “You know, then. They got you. Did you already agree to be their apprentice?”

“Why wouldn’t I?”

“It’s dangerous.” His face is tight and cold, like a vault of secrets I’ll never open.

The girl claps her hands. “I’m an apprentice too.”

I look between them. “If it’s so dangerous, why do you have one?”

Something dark flickers across the boy’s face.

The girl’s face falls a tiny bit, like she really hadn’t considered it. “Maybe we could talk over ice cream?”

“I don’t—”

She grabs my arm and starts pulling me back onto the street before I can even protest. “It couldn’t hurt to have a friend, right? If we’re going to be in the same competition?”

“Willow,” the boy growls.

“Ignore Roman,” Willow says. “He doesn’t do friends.” She lowers her voice like she’s sharing a secret. “I’m pretty sure even I’m not his friend.” There’s sarcasm in her voice, but also a little bit of hurt. I relax into her grip on my arm. I don’t trust people who are too bright and too happy, but there’s something underneath her that feels more truthful.

And while I’m not really looking for a friend, I am always open to more information. I can go along with this.

“I’m Ava,” I tell her, surprised that I give her my name without even being asked, but I like the way she’s just talking to me like she doesn’t even need it.

The walk to the ice cream parlor takes an eternity, but maybe it’s because Roman trails behind me, and I can’t help feeling his stare on my back.

I have to fight the urge to glance over my shoulder at him.

We come to a halt outside a busy ice cream parlor with a chalkboard full of bizarre flavors like lavender and green tea. I’ve passed this place multiple times, but I’ve never been. Parker and Jacob always want Blizzards at Dairy Queen.

Willow puts herself in line behind a pair of young men, who gawk at her before coming to their senses and turning back to the counter. They don’t glance at me. I can hardly blame them. Willow’s long blond hair swings almost to her waist and is tangled in a way that makes you imagine her running through the forest in her bare feet while branches snag her hair. She turns bark-colored eyes toward me.

“Do you have a favorite flavor?”

“Vanilla, I guess.” Based on the sign I saw outside, vanilla is off the table.