Back Cruel Illusions
Chapters (43)
  1. Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Dedication
  4. CHAPTER 1
  5. CHAPTER 2
  6. CHAPTER 3
  7. CHAPTER 4
  8. CHAPTER 5
  9. CHAPTER 6
  10. CHAPTER 7
  11. CHAPTER 8
  12. CHAPTER 9
  13. CHAPTER 10
  14. CHAPTER 11
  15. CHAPTER 12
  16. CHAPTER 13
  17. CHAPTER 14
  18. CHAPTER 15
  19. CHAPTER 16
  20. CHAPTER 17
  21. CHAPTER 18
  22. CHAPTER 19
  23. CHAPTER 20
  24. CHAPTER 21
  25. CHAPTER 22
  26. CHAPTER 23
  27. CHAPTER 24
  28. CHAPTER 25
  29. CHAPTER 26
  30. CHAPTER 27
  31. CHAPTER 28
  32. CHAPTER 29
  33. CHAPTER 30
  34. CHAPTER 31
  35. CHAPTER 32
  36. CHAPTER 33
  37. CHAPTER 34
  38. CHAPTER 35
  39. CHAPTER 36
  40. CHAPTER 37
  41. CHAPTER 38
  42. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  43. ABOUT THE AUTHOR

The walk to the ice cream parlor takes an eternity, but maybe it’s because Roman trails behind me, and I can’t help feeling his stare on my back.

I have to fight the urge to glance over my shoulder at him.

We come to a halt outside a busy ice cream parlor with a chalkboard full of bizarre flavors like lavender and green tea. I’ve passed this place multiple times, but I’ve never been. Parker and Jacob always want Blizzards at Dairy Queen.

Willow puts herself in line behind a pair of young men, who gawk at her before coming to their senses and turning back to the counter. They don’t glance at me. I can hardly blame them. Willow’s long blond hair swings almost to her waist and is tangled in a way that makes you imagine her running through the forest in her bare feet while branches snag her hair. She turns bark-colored eyes toward me.

“Do you have a favorite flavor?”

“Vanilla, I guess.” Based on the sign I saw outside, vanilla is off the table.

She hums, twisting around the boys in front of her to eye the multicolored tubs. “You should try the green tea.”

I don’t know how vanilla led her to green tea, but I nod, and she grins like this is some spectacular moment for us. If this were a movie, this would be the moment we realize we are destined to be friends forever. We get to the counter, and she orders me one scoop of honey vanilla and one scoop of green tea. She orders lavender and peanut butter for herself—just the thought of the combination makes me gag, and I try not to show it. She pays for our cones before I can even reach for my pocket.

“You don’t need to—”

“I want to. It’s what friends do.”

“You’re not friends,” Roman grumbles behind me.

I glare at him like I wasn’t thinking the exact same thing. We can’t be friends.

She ignores Roman and leads me to a chrome table surrounded by metal chairs with wooden seats and backs. The chairs shriek in protest as she rearranges them.

“I guess we have to include him,” she says, and sighs.

“I guess.” I glance at Roman, who sits next to Willow with a single cup of honey vanilla. He seems to be pretending not to hear us.

Willow licks a drip of cream running down her cone and eyes him. “He doesn’t know how to do ice cream.” She grins at me.

“It’s sad, really,” I answer with a stiff smile, but I can feel myself melting a little bit, like the ice cream in my hand. In this bright place, Willow’s energy bounces all around, filling me with a buoyancy I don’t often feel in social situations. I take a lick of my vanilla ice cream. It’s sweet and thick, with the slightest tang of honey. “That’s amazing.”