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Chapters (25)
  1. Cover
  2. DEDICATION
  3. CHAPTER ONE
  4. CHAPTER TWO
  5. CHAPTER THREE
  6. CHAPTER FOUR
  7. CHAPTER FIVE
  8. CHAPTER SIX
  9. CHAPTER SEVEN
  10. CHAPTER EIGHT
  11. CHAPTER NINE
  12. CHAPTER TEN
  13. CHAPTER ELEVEN
  14. CHAPTER TWELVE
  15. CHAPTER THIRTEEN
  16. CHAPTER FOURTEEN
  17. CHAPTER FIFTEEN
  18. CHAPTER SIXTEEN
  19. CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
  20. CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
  21. CHAPTER NINETEEN
  22. CHAPTER TWENTY
  23. CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
  24. ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS
  25. COPYRIGHT

Three days before they play the Panthers, David gets another call. He reaches blindly for his phone, wondering if it’s his mother offering to come, wondering if he even wants that. It’s Jake again, though, and David picks up, one set of questions replaced with another — if asking someone out requires a phone call, breaking the date surely does as well.

Instead, when David picks up, Jake says, “How do you feel about picnics?”

“I don’t know,” David says honestly.

“How do you—” Jake starts, then pauses for a moment. “How do you feel about going on a picnic with me?”

David thinks about it.

“Fine?” he ventures.

“Okay,” Jake says.

“It’s supposed to rain on Sunday,” David tells him.

“Oh,” Jake says, so disappointed David can hear it through the line. David doesn’t like it.

“It might not,” he says.

“No, that’s fine,” Jake says. “New game plan.”

“Okay,” David says, and waits.

“I’m gonna think of a new game plan,” Jake says, after a moment, and David’s startled into a laugh. “Are you on your way to practice or anything?”

“No,” David says. “I have time.”

*

The Rangers rout the Panthers Friday night, a win they desperately needed if they want to secure one of the final playoff spots, and it bothers David. Mostly because the last thing the Islanders want is the city in playoff mode while they sit out of contention, but also because of the way Jake stood on the ice after the fifth goal went in, hair plastered to his face with sweat, posture defeated.

Once, David would have found some satisfaction in it, but he doesn’t now. He would take that as a sign of growth, has been told more times than he can count that he’s supposed to enjoy the win, but not enjoy other teams’ losses, but he knows it’s just because it was Jake. That it’s fundamentally a weakness.

There isn’t much attention paid to the Islanders-Panthers match-up now that David and Jake aren’t competing for the Calder. Both teams are so far out of contention that all the game is going to affect is their draft lottery chances, and the mostly empty arena reflects that. They’ll be covered on local TV, if that, and their coaching staff has as good as said not to try too hard, that a win and an injury is worse than a loss without one at this point, and a win might be worse for their lottery chances anyway.