Chapters (65)
- Title Page
- Dedication
- Without Whom
- Saturday
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Sunday
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Monday
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Tuesday
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Wednesday
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Thursday
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
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- By Stuart MacBride
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He climbed out into the afternoon, phone buzzing away silently in his pocket, vibrating against his ribs like an angry wasp. ‘Come on: you can give me the short version on the way.’
The dove-grey sky matched the granite buildings, the breeze tumbleweeding an empty crisp packet and a carrier-bag across the grass. Definitely getting colder. Logan followed the path behind the Old Brewery, taking a shortcut under the concrete Tetris block of the Taylor Building.
Chalmers dug her hands into her pockets. ‘First half of the book isn’t a diary. It’s more like some sort of slavish recreation of—’
‘The Fingermen’s dittay books. It’s a prop from the film, she stole it.’
‘Oh. . . You knew.’ A little sag, then Chalmers brought her chin up again. ‘The second half isn’t her handwriting – doesn’t match the slash-fiction we found. It’s still her, but it’s like she’s trying to make her writing look like whoever did the first part.’
Across a car park wedged in between the buildings, the yellow hatching of a box junction flaking away and scarred with potholes.
‘There’s loads of angst-ridden poetry, a bit of moaning about how no one understands her, how she hates the way the medication makes her feel, quite a lot about how she loves Anthony Chung more than oxygen. . . Blah, blah, blah. Standard teenager stuff.’
‘She’s eighteen.’
‘There’s nothing in the book about her planning to run away, or where she’d go if she did.’
They marched past Coopers Court, warm for a moment in a beam of sunlight, the concrete lump of a building acting as a windbreak.
‘What about the mysterious Stacey. . .? ’
‘Gourdon, Guv. Stacey Gourdon. Still no sign.’
Not good news: if Agnes was prepared to necklace some random tramp, she wasn’t exactly going to bake cookies for the woman screwing her boyfriend. And it wouldn’t be Anthony’s fault, would it? No, it’d all be Stacey Gourdon’s.
Be lucky if they found her in one piece, never mind alive.
‘Get on to the hospitals. See if Ms Gourdon is lying in A&E somewhere.’ Logan stepped to one side, allowing a young woman on a skateboard to trundle past, blonde hair down to the small of her back, ragged saggy jeans low enough to show off a pair of red pants and a ‘DADDY’S LITTLE GIRL’ tramp stamp. ‘If you were eighteen, running away from home, what would you take with you? ’
Chalmers’s brow wrinkled. ‘Toilet bag, makeup, hairdryer, Mr Trousermonkey, favourite clothes. . .’
‘What about your diary? ’
‘No way I’d leave that behind. My mum was like the Spanish Inquisition on a bad day, nothing was safe.’
‘Exactly. And we know Agnes’s mother’s. . . Hold on, “Mr Trousermonkey”? ’
‘Mum made him from a pair of dad’s old trousers, when I was wee. He’s tartan.’