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Chapters (35)
  1. CHINA DOLL
  2. PART ONE
  3. CHAPTER 2
  4. CHAPTER 3
  5. CHAPTER 5
  6. CHAPTER 6
  7. CHAPTER 7
  8. CHAPTER 9
  9. CHAPTER 10
  10. CHAPTER 12
  11. PART TWO
  12. CHAPTER 13
  13. CHAPTER 14
  14. CHAPTER 16
  15. CHAPTER 17
  16. CHAPTER 18
  17. CHAPTER 20
  18. CHAPTER 21
  19. CHAPTER 22
  20. CHAPTER 24
  21. CHAPTER 25
  22. CHAPTER 26
  23. CHAPTER 28
  24. CHAPTER 29
  25. PART THREE
  26. CHAPTER 30
  27. CHAPTER 31
  28. CHAPTER 33
  29. CHAPTER 34
  30. CHAPTER 35
  31. CHAPTER 37
  32. CHAPTER 38
  33. CHAPTER 39
  34. CHAPTER 41
  35. CHAPTER 42

At the funeral, a rabbi had prayed in a funny language, and someone explained to Nola that her mother had converted from being Jewish to something whose name she forgot. It was supposed to be about everyone loving everyone else. Except that Mom hadn’t loved Jenna, so what good did it do to always talk about loving everyone else in the world? Nola shoved away the thought. She’d never think anything bad about her mother because she now knew that bad was “not good” only until worse things happened.

Beverly Cutter lived on a quiet block off of Main Street, in a house filled with tasseled fabrics, walls of photographs, and knickknacks on every surface. After Nola's parents’ death, Ms. Cutter had searched the cottage for letters or documents that mentioned any kin other than the great-great-uncle. When she found none, and Jenna remained in the custody of the state, Ms. Cutter became Nola's legal guardian, which was like a godmother, and Nola could now call her Beverly. On Christmas Eve, when Beverly’s daughter was visiting from college and was playing with Jenna and the dog in the kitchen, Nola sunk in an upholstered chair by the fireplace.

Beverly put a glass of eggnog in her hand. “I have wonderful news,” she said. “I went to see your great-uncle, and he’s agreed to pay for voice lessons in New York City.”

Nola gulped.

“Look, you have a gift.” Beverly put her arms around Nola's shoulders. “Two gifts, really. One is your voice, the other is your energy. Most people absorb energy from others; only a few blessed ones exude it. That’s what gives you stage presence. Don’t waste it. Learn how to use it.”

“New York City? How will I get there?”

“Fourteen is old enough to take the train into the city by yourself. And it will be worth it. Trust me on this one.”

“It costs ten dollars for a round trip alone,” Nola said.

“It’s been taken care of.”

Nola's allowance had been barely enough to purchase tampons and shampoos. Certainly not a pair of Jordache jeans, which she was dying for. She had wanted so much to take an after-school job to earn more. Now there would be no free time.

She couldn’t let Beverly think she wasn’t grateful. “Okay,” she said in a small voice. “But it’s so far.”

“Two hours each way. You’ll make better use of the trip by adding on a ballet class at one of the schools near Lincoln Center.” To Nola's unasked question she added, “The dance classes at school are not professional enough for you.”