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Chapters (35)
  1. CHINA DOLL
  2. PART ONE
  3. CHAPTER 2
  4. CHAPTER 3
  5. CHAPTER 5
  6. CHAPTER 6
  7. CHAPTER 7
  8. CHAPTER 9
  9. CHAPTER 10
  10. CHAPTER 12
  11. PART TWO
  12. CHAPTER 13
  13. CHAPTER 14
  14. CHAPTER 16
  15. CHAPTER 17
  16. CHAPTER 18
  17. CHAPTER 20
  18. CHAPTER 21
  19. CHAPTER 22
  20. CHAPTER 24
  21. CHAPTER 25
  22. CHAPTER 26
  23. CHAPTER 28
  24. CHAPTER 29
  25. PART THREE
  26. CHAPTER 30
  27. CHAPTER 31
  28. CHAPTER 33
  29. CHAPTER 34
  30. CHAPTER 35
  31. CHAPTER 37
  32. CHAPTER 38
  33. CHAPTER 39
  34. CHAPTER 41
  35. CHAPTER 42

For Lulu’s sake, whose wide eyes savored the goings-on in the street, she had to carry on. “Look,” Nola said, with a cheerfulness she didn’t feel, as she pointed out the window. “Look. These are your people.”

Of the thousands of pedestrians, only a few wore the traditional gray Mao suits with mandarin collars. Most were dressed in plain European-style clothes, the women in shapeless shirts and straight-leg cotton pants in faded blue. Sometimes, a short jacket was thrown on top. Only the occasional coolie hat tied under a wrinkled chin, or the rare thin pigtail dangling down a stooped old man’s back hinted at an exotic past.

A makeshift stall displayed a blurred photo reproduction of her latest album, and Nola recognized the Chinese characters that translated her name as “Bashful Fire,” more of a publicity ploy than a direct translation, she had been told. A young man stood beside a table piled high with cassettes.

Leslie straightened in his seat. “Pirates! Wade and Mauriello should see this.”

“It gets my music around.” Nola said, and averted her eyes to the sun’s rays breaking through the clouds, which scrambled away from the heat.

The limousine was about to cross an intersection when the music of cymbals, small drums, wooden clackers, flutes, gongs and woodwinds stopped all traffic. Rows of women moved in a dance. They were dressed in matching red silk pajamas with wide green scarves tied over waists broadened by age. Each woman’s hair was twisted in elaborate loops from which cherry blossoms or tiny bells dangled and swung in rhythm with her feet. Holding long-stemmed pipes, fans, or colorful batons, the dancers’ arms swayed, painting delicate calligraphy in the air.

Lulu turned her head toward the sounds.

“The Golden Girls,” Nola called out. “Look, Lulu.” A similar mission of older retired female factory workers had welcomed her at a reception upon her arrival. Now Nola watched these smiling women, whose stage makeup failed to pop open eyelids drooping with years, or to lift cheeks gathered in pouches at the jaws. The high-pitched half-notes of their singing were haunting in their strangeness. The voices, clear, yet girlish, were filled with delight.

“What guileless dignity,” Leslie, a perpetual student of dance, said.

It was the joy on the performers’ faces that arrested Nola's attention. She had known this emotion ever since her childhood performance at Woodstock. The street was their stage. Nola searched the simple dance for stories of these women’s lives, but found none. No hint that many of them had to desert a baby or risk a job and housing and starve—or even suffer beatings—as Daniel had described. No hint that they had endured the hunger, forced migration and persecutions of the Cultural Revolution. Just like her, music helped make order of their lives’ chaos.

And just like them, she should go on living.