Chapters (24)
“You knew we’d want to see your patient notes. So you arranged it before you left for Rome. Which was earlier than you planned, by the way. Conveniently, right after you learned that Dr. Self was about to be a patient at McLean. You allowed it. She couldn’t have been admitted at the Pavilion if you hadn’t allowed it.”
“She was manic.”
“She was calculating. Does she know?”
“Know what?”
“Don’t lie to me.”
“It’s interesting you would think I might,” Dr. Maroni says.
“I’ve talked to Dr. Self’s mother.”
“Is she still such an unpleasant woman?”
“I imagine she hasn’t changed,” Benton says.
“People like her rarely do. Sometimes they burn out as they get older. In her case, she’s likely worse. As Marilyn will be. As she already is.”
“I imagine she hasn’t changed much, either. Although her mother blames her daughter’s personality disorder on you,” Benton says.
“And we know that’s not what happens. She doesn’t have a Paulo-induced personality disorder. She came by it honestly.”
“This isn’t amusing.”
“Certainly, it isn’t.”
“Where is he?” Benton asks. “And you know exactly who I mean.”
“In those long-ago days, a person was still a minor at age sixteen. Do you understand?”
“And you were twenty-nine.”
“Twenty-two. Gladys would insult me by making me that much older. I’m sure you can understand why I had to leave,” Dr. Maroni says.
“Leave or flee? If you ask Dr. Self, it’s the latter when she describes your hasty exit of several weeks ago. You were inappropriate with her and fled to Italy. Where is he, Paulo? Don’t do this to yourself, and don’t do it to anyone else.”
“Would you believe it if I told you she was inappropriate with me?”
“It doesn’t matter. That’s not what I give a goddamn about. Where is he?” Benton says.
“Statutory rape is what they would have called it, you know. Her mother threatened it and, indeed, wanted to believe Marilyn wouldn’t have sex with a man she happened to meet during spring break. She was so beautiful and exciting, and offered her virginity, and I took it. I did love her. I did flee from her, this is true. I recognized she was toxic way back then. But I didn’t return to Italy as I led her to believe. I returned to Harvard to finish medical school, and she never knew I was still in America.”
“We’ve done DNA, Paulo.”
“After the baby was born, she still didn’t know. I wrote her letters, you see. And had them mailed from Rome.”
“Where is he, Paulo? Where’s your son?”