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  1. Bone Dance
  2. Bone Dance
  3. by Emma Bull
  4. Dedication…
  5. … and acknowledgments
  6. Card 0: The Significator:
  7. Page of Swords
  8. 0.0: The stock exchange
  9. Card 1: Covering
  10. Death, Reversed
  11. 1.0: Gonna go downtown
  12. 1.1: A surfeit of transactions
  13. Card 2: Crossing The Sun
  14. 2.0: A place for everything, and everything wired in place
  15. 2.1: You have to invite them in
  16. Card 3: Beneath
  17. Two of Pentodes, Reversed
  18. 3.0: The goddess and the girl next door
  19. Card 4: Behind
  20. Seven of Swords
  21. 4.0: What friends are for
  22. Card 5: Crowning
  23. The Lovers
  24. 5.0: One hundred stories without a punchline
  25. Card 6: Ahead
  26. Seven of Wands
  27. 6.0: The house of the spirit
  28. 6.1: A shedding of skins
  29. 6.2: Time stands still on the road
  30. Card 7: Fears
  31. Ten of Swords
  32. 7.0: Off to see the wizard
  33. 7.1: You get what you pay for
  34. Card 8: Surroundings
  35. The Devil Reversed
  36. 8.0: Where the serpents go to dance
  37. Card 9: Hopes
  38. The Star
  39. 9.0: The new day begins in darkness
  40. Card 10: Outcome
  41. The Tower
  42. 10.0: Dancing for a rainbow, sweating for the sun
  43. 10.1: Who plans revenge must dig two graves
  44. 10.2: Mister Death and the redheaded woman
  45. About

She said, “I haven’t forgotten the subject before the committee, even if you have. What brought you here, Mick?”

“I came back for my jacket.”

“No, no, answer the exam questions fully; you’ve no idea what we’re testing for. This city, Skinner, you idiot, just now, for what God-damned purpose.”

He looked steadily at her, his face baffled and hurt, and resigned. “Do you still have purposes?” he asked. “I used mine up. I just move around, Fran.”

“Why move here?”

“I’d never been here, so I came. I had a notion to go on north and try to get into Canada.”

“A pitiful and profoundly moving story,” she said. I hadn’t realized I’d been hoping she’d believe him until I felt my spirits fall. “Let’s explore a promising side passage, shall we? What’s your connection to our chum here?” She tipped her head toward me.

Mick Skinner, inexplicably, was silent. “He rode me,” I told her, and stopped. The bald statement of it, out loud, sickened me; and it didn’t answer her questions, or mine.

“Oh, my downy chick, my sweet hatchling, I know that. I knew there was one of us here by the stink of it. When I laid hands on you, there on the bridge, I got the smell of Horseman in my nose so strong I thought I’d gag with it.

“Did you know that, Mick? That we leave a trail behind us, a spoor of possession? It’s related, I think, to the way we recognize each other in some other poor bastard’s body. And I thought, when I got a whiff of this one, that it was damned familiar.”

“I couldn’t help it,” Mick said. He sounded as if the words were being squeezed out of him. “I had… some bad rides. I didn’t know what happened the first time. I didn’t make the switch, it just—”

“Don’t, please, spare us the gory details,” Frances said pleasantly.

“The body I was on got hit by a car,” he said. I could tell — I thought I could tell — he hated doing it. “And suddenly I was three streets over, on Sparrow, being pushed out a door.” I had been in danger of being thrown through the door; if he had, by skill or fortune, spared me that, I owed him something. “I only stayed long enough to find another ho — another body.”

“What was wrong with that one?” Frances asked, pointing at me.

A muscle worked in Mick’s jaw. “He wasn’t done with it.”

Frances raised her eyebrows.

Mick Skinner’s eyes closed, and his long brown hands clenched. He was… ashamed? Of not taking me over? “I can’t not do it. Every time the choice comes, between dying and taking another horse, I jump for the horse every goddamn time. I can’t let go of living. But I try to find people who have let go. You find somebody who’s about to eat a bullet, you hop on, take the gun out of his mouth — it’s almost with his consent, isn’t it? It doesn’t feel so fucking evil.”