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Chapters (65)
  1. Cover
  2. Chapter 1
  3. Chapter 2
  4. Chapter 3
  5. Chapter 4
  6. Chapter 5
  7. Chapter 6
  8. Chapter 7
  9. Chapter 8
  10. Chapter 9
  11. Chapter 10
  12. Chapter 11
  13. Chapter 12
  14. Chapter 13
  15. Chapter 14
  16. Chapter 15
  17. Chapter 16
  18. Chapter 17
  19. Chapter 18
  20. Chapter 19
  21. Chapter 20
  22. Chapter 21
  23. Chapter 22
  24. Chapter 23
  25. Chapter 24
  26. Chapter 25
  27. Chapter 26
  28. Chapter 27
  29. Chapter 28
  30. Chapter 29
  31. Chapter 30
  32. Chapter 31
  33. Chapter 32
  34. Chapter 33
  35. Chapter 34
  36. Chapter 35
  37. Chapter 36
  38. Chapter 37
  39. Chapter 38
  40. Chapter 39
  41. Chapter 40
  42. Chapter 41
  43. Chapter 42
  44. Chapter 43
  45. Chapter 44
  46. Chapter 45
  47. Chapter 46
  48. Chapter 47
  49. Chapter 48
  50. Chapter 49
  51. Chapter 50
  52. Chapter 51
  53. Chapter 52
  54. Chapter 53
  55. Chapter 54
  56. Chapter 55
  57. Chapter 56
  58. Chapter 57
  59. Chapter 58
  60. Chapter 59
  61. Chapter 60
  62. Chapter 61
  63. Chapter 62
  64. Acknowledgements
  65. Detective Kelly Porter

Her next stop was the neuro-cellular lab. If the mood about the place as a whole was gloomy, then the atmosphere where the victims had worked was wretched. Two technicians packed belongings into boxes, and both had to stop occasionally to blow their noses. A few uniforms were working on computers; Kelly recognised two young detectives from Matt’s team.

‘Hi, guys, any luck?’

They shook their heads. ‘We’ve had five different scientists helping us translate all of this stuff into English. Apart from experiments, tables and results, it’s just time sheets, shift patterns and pay grades.

‘All as it should be then?’

‘Yes, guv.’

‘So what exactly were they working on?’

‘Mood disorders.’

‘Mental illness?’

One of the technicians looked up. ‘No, I’m sorry, I need to explain.’ Kelly got the impression that the detectives had already had the lecture that she was about to become privy to. ‘Mental illness is like a long-term acute mis-wiring, but mood swings are short-term chronic episodes. For example, depression isn’t a mental illness, it’s a mood disorder. Being drunk isn’t a mental illness, but intoxication makes one act like a lunatic.’

Kelly nodded. ‘Carry on.’

‘George’s team was working on neurotransmitters, and the chemicals that switch them on and off.’

‘I’m sorry, you’ve lost me.’

‘It’s probably best if I show you the diagram I drew for your colleagues.’

The two detectives looked at Kelly and signalled their approval; it had clearly helped them, so she decided to give it a go. The diagram looked like a sketch of a broken rope. The technician explained that since every event in the body was electrical, pulses needed to jump the gaps in nerve endings known as synapses. He pointed to the broken rope and Kelly tried to imagine the size of a nerve.

‘Hold out your hand.’

She did so.

‘If I was to hold a naked flame underneath your hand, you’d feel pain, but quicker than that, you’d have an overwhelming instinct to pull away. That’s an electrical message. The same is true for feelings: they’re just messages travelling around the body, acting upon what we know and have learned already. So toddlers know very little and act in predictable ways. Adults are trickier because we’ve probably been hurt in love, we know what it’s like to make a prat of ourselves drunk, and we also know that happiness might be round the next corner even though today is awful. So we use past experience to make decisions.’

All three detectives were mesmerised by the technician and nodded along like puppies.

‘George’s team was working on how we can make those electrical connections less or more intense, depending on the need.’

‘I think I get it. Do you mean like antidepressants?’ Kelly asked.