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Chapters (46)
  1. COVER PAGE
  2. DEDICATION
  3. FIRST PART
  4. BIRD’S EYE
  5. GORDON
  6. KELLY
  7. BEN
  8. LOU
  9. ALL FILLER NO KILLER
  10. NEXT PART
  11. BIRD’S EYE
  12. THE FIREHOUSE
  13. RONALD
  14. COURT
  15. THE FALL
  16. THIS PART
  17. BIRD’S EYE
  18. CRICKET
  19. HONEST
  20. THE PRODIGAL STEPSON
  21. THE MAN IN THE IRONED SHORTS
  22. THE COUNTRY CLUB
  23. SAFE SPACES
  24. THE SUNSHINE THAT KILLS US
  25. THE FUNDRAISER
  26. THE CLIFF
  27. FIGHT NIGHT
  28. SHAMELESS
  29. ONE FOR THE ROAD
  30. LAST PART
  31. BIRD’S EYE
  32. A MISUNDERSTANDING
  33. THE NEWS
  34. SISTERS
  35. VYVANSE
  36. STRAW MAN
  37. THE RIGHT WAY
  38. THE KICK
  39. BOYS
  40. FOR THE AGES
  41. PERSONAL EFFECTS
  42. SACRIFICE
  43. PERFECT PEACE
  44. PAST ITS BEST
  45. UP NORTH
  46. ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS

Carl was displaying an unexpected facility for handling the crowd and the card game. The Velvet Underground’s Loaded was belting out of the stereo. His eyes glittered and he rambled briskly while dealing the cards. Lou figured he was dangerously high. She’d seen these types back home. A quiet, withdrawn, sad, helpless, gentle Carl was a good Carl. An exuberant, bullish, super-capable Carl was one step from the precipice.

Fuck, she thought. Home. Not here. Home is where your shit is waiting for you. Bluebird wasn’t her shit; it was all theirs.

‘Faites vos jeux! Rien ne va plus!’ Carl called, and the ladies snickered. Red Cap, Snake, Dog and Tonsure Man were playing, while Josie and her older sister Lucie were spectating. Tony Eastaugh reclined in an armchair, his plastic leg elevated on a vinyl pouf, drinking something brown from a jam jar, while Sam was outside with Chook and Macca, plus, judging from the numbers, sundry Chookalikes and Maccalikes. Ron, itching to take over as dealer, made for Carl. Lou stepped into his path.

‘Be careful,’ she said, eyeing Carl. ‘He’s not predictable.’

‘I can handle that wanker,’ was Ron’s reply.

Lou laughed, despite her resolution never to laugh at anything Ron said.

‘You behave. Here’s a chair, sit with your new best friend. Maybe you can talk him into going camping with you.’

‘Whatever you say, boss.’ Ron sat with Tony behind the card players. Tony squinted over, then under, and finally through his reading glasses.

‘Ron,’ Tony began their conversation.

‘Tony,’ Ron finished it.

From the side table next to the armchair, Ron picked up a manila folder of documents and began leafing through it. When it came to personal effects, Ron’s view towards Gordon was what’s yours is mine and what’s mine’s me own.

‘Do you mind?’ Gordon assumed the folder belonged to his ill-organised paperwork—distributed between the armchair, the kitchen bar, the card table and the bunk room—which he was rushing about to gather up from wherever guests might settle.

Ron gave a dismissive shrug and put the folder back down, leaving his hand on it as if to say that he would nose through Gordon’s private business in his own time.

Lou asked Ron if he wanted a cup of tea. ‘I’ll have what he’s having,’ he said, nodding to the amber fluid in Tony’s jam jar.

Gordon followed Lou through the saloon door to the kitchen, where she poured a Toohey’s Old for Ron and drained the longneck.

‘You really reckon Leonie’s preparing the place for sale?’ she said.

‘That’s my information.’

‘And that’s not a good thing for you? The freedom you and Kelly would have?’

Gordon shook his head. ‘All a sale would do is clear the debts I’ve incurred since I’ve been here. And The Lodge would be gone to the developers.’