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Chapters (46)
  1. COVER PAGE
  2. DEDICATION
  3. FIRST PART
  4. BIRD’S EYE
  5. GORDON
  6. KELLY
  7. BEN
  8. LOU
  9. ALL FILLER NO KILLER
  10. NEXT PART
  11. BIRD’S EYE
  12. THE FIREHOUSE
  13. RONALD
  14. COURT
  15. THE FALL
  16. THIS PART
  17. BIRD’S EYE
  18. CRICKET
  19. HONEST
  20. THE PRODIGAL STEPSON
  21. THE MAN IN THE IRONED SHORTS
  22. THE COUNTRY CLUB
  23. SAFE SPACES
  24. THE SUNSHINE THAT KILLS US
  25. THE FUNDRAISER
  26. THE CLIFF
  27. FIGHT NIGHT
  28. SHAMELESS
  29. ONE FOR THE ROAD
  30. LAST PART
  31. BIRD’S EYE
  32. A MISUNDERSTANDING
  33. THE NEWS
  34. SISTERS
  35. VYVANSE
  36. STRAW MAN
  37. THE RIGHT WAY
  38. THE KICK
  39. BOYS
  40. FOR THE AGES
  41. PERSONAL EFFECTS
  42. SACRIFICE
  43. PERFECT PEACE
  44. PAST ITS BEST
  45. UP NORTH
  46. ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS

‘We did?’ Daniel took a few skips to catch a ball.

‘I didn’t believe him,’ Ben said. ‘It didn’t ring true. And, um, you wouldn’t do it anyway. You’ve got the surf carnival at Bluebird coming up on Saturday. It’d be silly to get into a fight four days out.’ ‘Well that’s good.’

‘So, yeah. And there’ll be parties afterwards, and you’ll probably want some cash.’ Lou was planning a fundraiser at The Lodge; maybe, Ben thought, he could tap Daniel for a donation.

Daniel studied Ben as if weighing up how much to tell him. He lobbed the cricket ball to Ben, who tossed it from hand to hand, as he had seen the good bowlers do, and windmilled his arms in a warming-up motion.

‘Carl sent me here to finish the deal,’ Ben said. ‘He’s given me the money.’

Daniel looked at him again, in a way that stripped Ben naked. His balls tingled. Daniel was keeping a secret. He was right about Daniel; it didn’t matter if it never came out, but he was right about him.

‘Mate,’ Daniel said. ‘Want a bowl?’

Ben looked down. ‘I’m in my school shoes.’

‘Borrow my spares.’ Daniel nodded towards his kit bag, lying open a few steps away. ‘We’re the same size. You’ve got big feet for a little guy. You’re going to be huge when your growth spurt hits.’ Daniel cruised to the bowling crease. Then he turned to Ben and said, ‘Hey. You do enough bowling. Want a bat? Use my gear.’

Ben’s pulse went to two hundred. He could bat? He looked down the practice net. They were only bowling slow. They could humiliate him—they would humiliate him—but they couldn’t hurt him. He sat beside Daniel’s kit, wrenched off his school shoes without untying the laces, and put on Daniel’s spares as reverentially as if they had belonged to Steve Smith. He sensed, from past experience, that he was falling into a trap. Being welcomed was the first step to being belittled. But he wanted so much to bat.