Contents (69)
- OTHER TITLES BY CHRIS MOONEY
- CONTENTS
- Thy Kingdom Come
- CHAPTER 1
- CHAPTER 2
- CHAPTER 3
- CHAPTER 4
- CHAPTER 5
- CHAPTER 6
- CHAPTER 7
- CHAPTER 8
- CHAPTER 9
- CHAPTER 10
- CHAPTER 11
- CHAPTER 12
- Thy Will Be Done
- CHAPTER 13
- CHAPTER 14
- CHAPTER 15
- CHAPTER 16
- CHAPTER 17
- CHAPTER 18
- CHAPTER 19
- CHAPTER 20
- CHAPTER 21
- CHAPTER 22
- CHAPTER 23
- CHAPTER 24
- CHAPTER 25
- CHAPTER 26
- CHAPTER 27
- CHAPTER 28
- CHAPTER 29
- CHAPTER 30
- CHAPTER 31
- In Heaven as It Is on Earth
- CHAPTER 32
- CHAPTER 33
- CHAPTER 34
- CHAPTER 35
- CHAPTER 36
- CHAPTER 37
- CHAPTER 38
- CHAPTER 39
- CHAPTER 40
- CHAPTER 41
- CHAPTER 42
- CHAPTER 43
- CHAPTER 44
- CHAPTER 45
- CHAPTER 46
- CHAPTER 47
- CHAPTER 48
- CHAPTER 49
- CHAPTER 50
- CHAPTER 51
- CHAPTER 52
- CHAPTER 53
- CHAPTER 54
- Give Us This Day
- CHAPTER 55
- CHAPTER 56
- ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
- ABOUT THE AUTHOR
- What’s next on your reading list?
“What did he do to you?”
“He would supply me with Pandora, but only a little bit here and there.”
Not Pandora, Sebastian corrected her. Pandora doesn’t have those effects. He gave you blood from a pregnant carrier.
“Then Paul would . . . deny me.”
“Because of the side effects?”
“No. Well, I did get some. I started getting nosebleeds, a lot of them, and one time, when it wouldn’t stop, I went to the ER and they said my blood wasn’t clotting properly, and they gave me some meds. That helped, but then I got sick—like a flu on steroids. My immune system was really weak. They thought I had cancer, but it turned out I didn’t.”
In his mind’s eye Sebastian saw the video Maya had shown him of Sixto Ferreria bleeding out, then thought about what Candice Jackson had just shared. She was lucky to still be alive.
“And then Paul stopped giving you this new Pandora product.”
“Well, yes. Eventually. But when I said he denied me, I was talking about, you know, sexually. I would want him in the worst way, and he’d say no. He would make me . . . beg for it. And I would. I did. I begged for him, and later, I begged for the blood, because once you have it—once you have that feeling it gives you—you never want to give it up.” Candice was speaking like someone was standing on her neck. “The way I wanted him—I never wanted another man like that, and it disgusted me, and I couldn’t help myself. And the blood, too. I wanted that blood.”
Sebastian heard the self-loathing in the woman’s voice, Candice having no idea she’d been used as Paul’s personal guinea pig.
“No matter what he did, no matter what he asked me to do, I came back to him—for him,” Candice said. “I still don’t know why I did the things he asked. But it keeps coming back to the blood. That’s the only thing that makes sense.”
“Are we talking illegal things or . . . private matters?”
“Private. Things that turn my stomach. Degrading things.” Her voice cracked, the woman sounding like she was coming apart at the seams. “I became this completely different person after trying that blood the first time. Booze is the only thing that helps.”
Until it doesn’t, Sebastian thought. He felt for the young woman, in more ways than one.
Faye said, “I’m sorry for doing this to you, asking you questions, dredging everything up.”
“Hey, if I can save your life—your sanity—then it’s worth it.”
“You know who I also can’t seem to find? Bradley Guidry.”
“I told you, I never heard of him.”
“Did he hurt you, too? Guidry.”
A few beats of silence followed; Sebastian sensed Candice’s reluctance to get into the details and wished Faye would push a little when Candice said, “I only met him once, but he was . . . he just gave off this creepy vibe.”