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Diamond glanced up at one of the blondes leaning against a pole on the stage, swaying unsteadily to the music. “Tiffany’s a year younger than me, and she’s so strung out on heroin she can’t keep a beat.”
“Only have to be eighteen to dance. And if she’s strung out, at least I didn’t give the shit to her.”
“I’m not asking for drugs, Daisy Mae, I’m asking for a whiskey. Mom would’ve given it to me.”
Daisy Mae frowned, wrestling with her best intentions. She reached under the bar and grabbed a highball glass, filled it from a plain-labeled bottle in the well, put it in front of Diamond. “One,” she said. “That’s it.”
“Thanks.”
“What are you doing here, anyway? You’re living with Cormack. You don’t need to be here anymore.”
“This is where I grew up.”
“Yeah, maybe. All the more reason to get out of the place. And get the place out of you.”
“This is where I feel closest to her,” Diamond said.
“Another reason not to come.” Diamond could see the regret on Daisy Mae’s face as soon as she’d said the words. “Sorry. I shouldn’t have…” She took a deep breath. “She loved you.”
“As much as she could.”
“She was a good person.”
“She was a fuckup,” Diamond said. She sniffed the cheap whiskey, lost in indecision.
Daisy Mae poured a short glass, held it up. “Like the rest of us,” she agreed, raising her glass. “A fuckup who did her best.”
“A fuckup who did her best,” Diamond allowed, touching her glass to Daisy Mae’s. Daisy Mae threw hers down. Diamond sipped hers. Down at the other end of the bar, a man glanced impatiently down at Daisy Mae. “You’ve got a customer,” Diamond said, nodding at the man.
“I do,” she agreed, looking down the bar at the man. “He’ll still be there in a minute. You OK, kid?”
“Not really, no.”
“You ever need anything, you let me know, OK?”
“I will.”
Daisy Mae started moving down the bar, then paused, looked back at Diamond with hesitation. “Tell your father the same goes for him, OK? If he needs anything…” Her voice trailed off.
“I’ll let him know,” Diamond said.
“He’s one of the good ones.”
“Sometimes,” Diamond conceded.
“Sometimes is a hell of a lot better than most.”
NINETEEN
T’phong Soh had learned at an early age that anger was the emotion of defeat. It grew from defeat and led to defeat. It clouded the mind, and caused mistakes. He had trained himself to avoid it at all costs. So the wave of rage that came over him when he learned that Cormack O’Connell was still alive took him by surprise.