Chapters (53)
- Cover
- Blind Huber
- Blind Huber
- Copyright
- Blind Huber (i)
- Swarm
- Blind Huber (ii)
- Workers (attendants)
- Hive
- Blind Huber (iii)
- Queen
- Workers (guards)
- Blind Huber (iv)
- Virgin Queen
- Drones
- Twinned
- Blind Huber (v)
- Inside Nothing
- Blind Huber (vi)
- Geometry
- Innocence
- Amber
- Melitopoles
- Wax (Jesus)
- Blind Huber (vii)
- Paper Wasp
- Xenophon’s Soldiers
- Without
- Pheromone
- Blind Huber (viii)
- Blind Huber (ix)
- Blind Huber (x)
- Wax Father
- Blind Huber (xi)
- Statuary
- Blind Huber (xii)
- Burnens (i)
- Unquiet
- Workers (foragers)
- Blind Huber (xiii)
- Rain
- Mites
- Blind Huber (xiv)
- Queen (failed)
- Workers (robbers)
- Worker (lost)
- Worker
- Unfamiliar
- Burnens (ii)
- gloss
- notes
- debts
- About the Author
can create workers, so the workers can
build the hive. I tell Burnens, seal it,
& he seals it, presses his
fist to the opening, becomes
their cage. If the sun breaks through
they will find a way out, made
desperate by the hint of distant nectar,
tear a hole like a thought in their wall.
Virgin Queen
Utterly desired, translucent
body, wings
never tried, wax-sealed until
ready. The nurses feed me from their own
mouths
& I am changed,
made essential. They guard me
with their lives. Around us
comb spirals out, first
the lesser eggs, then stores
of pollen, honey pockets. I hear
a roar, an enormous wind,
twenty thousand
fanning my nectar. I’ll gnaw my
way out, soon, smell
where the other virgins sleep,
trapped
in that perfection forever.
Drones
We are made of waiting—
attendants tend the queen, nurses
nurse the grubs, we roam
the brood, sicken ourselves on honey
we did nothing to produce. Foragers
return with more, we rub against
their sexless bodies, taste
where they’ve been, this outside
coming in. A virgin grows in a guarded
cell, ripening on
rare jelly, we wait for her
to emerge. First she will kill
the other virgins, those
unborn, a spike
to the head, then lead us into a cloud
& fuck us in the air. Spacious
inside her, the root breaks off
to pump forever there. We
wait. The workers—
they would smother us all
if not for her.
Twinned
To exist wholly in another, seamless,
mirrored. Think of the hive,
at each turn we find ourselves, not
a version, not a replica,
but our whole selves. Love,
you claim, comes close to this,
no space
between your words, a hand
over the other’s heart. How do you live
with this distance? I have you, she
thinks, or, I know you,
but she can never say, I am you.
Blind Huber (v)
Before shadows I saw the rose,
saw its thorn,
a bee navigating, never impaled.
I no longer know what is outside my mind
& what is in.
It must be the sun … there wasn’t anything here but the sun in the first place … earth came out of the sun, and we came out of the earth …
—Major Amberson, The Magnificent Ambersons, upon dying
Inside Nothing
A sun-fed engine, the inside
constant, a flower taken
whole. In winter our wings
move faster, to keep the sun
inside, inside nothing
& we fill the nothing with suns,
line them up,
swallow sap, swallow
field, drop by drop, each stem
a pump. Rose to rose to rose to
rose to rose to rose to rose, calyx &
anther, all summer
gone. We move
still faster, fields grow
constant, inside
the color of heat. Clinging we
pull our bodies
across a chain of bodies, become
the chain, climb nothing,
always
up, toward suns, line them up
inside us, a flower taken whole,
a field built inside. It rises.
Each blade, each sun.
Blind Huber (vi)
Our words mingle &