Chapters (45)
- Cover
- Blame Iton Paris
- Copyright Notice
- ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
- Book One
- One
- Two
- Three
- Four
- Five
- Six
- Seven
- Eight
- Nine
- Ten
- Eleven
- Twelve
- Thirteen
- Fourteen
- Fifteen
- Sixteen
- Seventeen
- Eighteen
- Nineteen
- Twenty
- Twenty-one
- Book Two
- Twenty-two
- Twenty-three
- Twenty-four
- Twenty-five
- Twenty-six
- Twenty-seven
- Twenty-eight
- Twenty-nine
- Thirty
- Thirty-one
- Thirty-two
- Thirty-three
- Thirty-four
- Thirty-five
- Thirty-six
- Thirty-seven
- Thirty-eight
- Thirty-nine
Sébastien set my suitcases down, which effectively took up the only remaining floor space in the apartment. I looked around in something approaching desperate terror.
The apartment was nineteen square meters, smaller than most American cars. Our tiny refrigerator was tucked under two stove burners, in a minuscule kitchen unit against one wall. I had good memories of that kitchen unit and of Sébastien cooking there in an unbuttoned white shirt, but still, it was a small place to live. Two enormous windows let in the day’s gray light and saved the apartment from being completely claustrophobic. The bed took up half the space, while a small table a foot high, my suitcases, and a computer occupied the rest. The table had been added in my absence; we used to eat sitting on the floor with our plates in our laps. The computer was also a foot off the floor. Sébastien didn’t want to have to try to fit chairs in.
When we opened the windows a crack to get rid of some of the cat smell, the noise of the traffic below immediately boomed into the room like a freight train. Memories of this street’s unfortunate acoustics came flooding back. Something about it amplified every sound: delivery people blocking the street at seven in the morning while commuters pounded on their horns; former sleepers leaning from the window to tell them to shut the putain de merde up; that Peugeot’s alarm that seemed to go off every single morning at 3:00 A.M. and go on for hours and hours. Of course, there were some good memories mixed in with all this, and not just the night someone threw a brick through that Peugeot’s window, or else I wouldn’t have been in the apartment at 3:00 A.M. I would have been in my own old place at the Cité U. But. I sighed, turned around to put down my carry-on, and discovered Indy in the process of peeing in the only corner left.
I put a hand to my temple. We were both just out of school; we both had no savings and even quite a bit in student loans to pay off; and I had no job and a long, excruciating job search to go before I could get one, get a work visa, and start earning money. So this was our apartment for the immediate future, if our couple could survive it.
“Are you still glad I came?” I asked Sébastien.
“Yes,” he said.
So we went to bed and slept until it was morning again and time for me to get up and face the in-laws.