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  1. BIRDS OF PREY
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  3. Contents
  4. BOOK THE FIRST - FATAL FRIENDSHIP
  5. Chapter I - The House in Bloomsbury
  6. Chapter II - Philip Sheldon Reads the "Lancet"
  7. Chapter III - Mr. And Mrs. Halliday
  8. Chapter IV - A Perplexing Illness
  9. Chapter V - The Letter from the "Alliance" Office
  10. Chapter VI - Mr. Burkham's Uncertainties
  11. BOOK THE SECOND - THE TWO MACAIRES
  12. Chapter I - A Golden Temple
  13. Chapter II - The Easy Descent
  14. Chapter III - "Heart Bare, Heart Hungry, Very Poor"
  15. BOOK THE THIRD - HEAPING UP RICHES
  16. Chapter I - A Fortunate Marriage
  17. Chapter II - Charlotte
  18. Chapter III - George Sheldon's Prospects
  19. Chapter IV - Diana Finds a New Home
  20. Chapter V - At the Lawn
  21. Chapter VI - The Compact of Gray's Inn
  22. Chapter VII - Aunt Sarah
  23. Chapter VIII - Charlotte Prophesies Rain
  24. Chapter IX - Mr. Sheldon on the Watch
  25. BOOK THE FOURTH - VALENTINE HAWKEHURST'S RECORD
  26. Chapter I - The Oldest Inhabitant
  27. Chapter II - Matthew Haygarth's Resting-Place
  28. Chapter III - Mr. Goodge's Wisdom
  29. BOOK THE FIFTH - RELICS OF THE DEAD
  30. Chapter I - Betrayed by a Blotting-Pad
  31. Chapter II - Valentine Invokes the Phantoms of the Past
  32. Chapter III - Hunting the Judsons
  33. Chapter IV - Glimpses of a Bygone Life
  34. BOOK THE SIXTH - THE HEIRESS OF THE HAYGARTHS
  35. Chapter I - Disappointment
  36. Chapter II - Valentine's Record Continued
  37. Chapter III - Arcadia
  38. Chapter IV - In Paradise
  39. Chapter V - Too Fair to Last
  40. Chapter VI - Found in the Bible
  41. BOOK THE SEVENTH - CHARLOTTE'S ENGAGEMENT
  42. Chapter I - "In Your Patience Ye Are Strong"
  43. Chapter II - Mrs. Sheldon Accepts Her Destiny
  44. Chapter III - Mr. Hawkehurst and Mr. George Sheldon Come to an Understanding
  45. Chapter IV - Mr. Sheldon is Propitious
  46. Chapter V - Mr. Sheldon is Benevolent
  47. Chapter VI - Riding the High Horse
  48. Chapter VII - Mr. Sheldon is Prudent
  49. Chapter VIII - Christmas Peace

"I want you to like Mr. Hawkehurst a little, Di," she repeated, "for my sake."

"Very well, I will try to like him a little—for your sake," answered Miss Paget, in a very unsympathetic tone.

"O, Di! tell me how it was he offended you."

"Who told you that he offended me?"

"Your own manner, dear. You could never have been so cold and distant with him—having known him so long, and endured so many troubles in his company—if you had not been deeply offended by him."

"That is your idea, Charlotte; but, you see, I am very unlike you. I am fitful and capricious. I used to like Mr. Hawkehurst, and now I dislike him. As to offence, his whole life has offended me, just as my father's life has offended me, from first to last. I am not good and amiable and loving, like you; but I hate deceptions and lies; above all, the lies that some men traffic in day after day."

"Was Valentine's—was your father's life a very bad one?" Charlotte asked, trembling palpably, and looking up at Miss Paget's face with anxious eyes.

"Yes, it was a mean false life,—a life of trick and artifice. I do not know the details of the schemes by which my father and Valentine earned their daily bread—and my daily bread; but I know they inflicted loss upon other people. Whether the wrong done was always done deliberately and consciously upon Valentine's part, I cannot say. He may have been only a tool of my father's. I hope he was, for the most part an unconscious tool."

She said all this in a dreamy way, as if uttering her own thoughts, rather than seeking to enlighten Charlotte.

"I am sure he was an unconscious tool," cried that young lady, with an air of conviction; "it is not in his nature to do anything false or dishonourable."

"Indeed! you know him very well, it seems," said Diana.

Ah, what a tempest was raging in that proud passionate heart! what a strife between the powers of good and evil! Pitying love for Charlotte; tender compassion for her rival's childlike helplessness; and unutterable sense of her own loss.

She had loved him so dearly, and he was taken from her. There had been a time when he almost loved her—almost! Yes, it was the remembrance of that which made the trial so bitter. The cup had approached her lips, only to be dashed away for ever.

"What did I ask in life except his love?" she said to herself. "Of all the pleasures and triumphs which girls of my age enjoy, is there one that I ever envied? No, I only sighed for his love. To live in a lodging-house parlour with him, to sit by and watch him at his work, to drudge for him, to bear with him—this was my brightest dream of earthly bliss; and she has broken it!"