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  1. BIRDS OF PREY
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  3. Contents
  4. BOOK THE FIRST - FATAL FRIENDSHIP
  5. Chapter I - The House in Bloomsbury
  6. Chapter II - Philip Sheldon Reads the "Lancet"
  7. Chapter III - Mr. And Mrs. Halliday
  8. Chapter IV - A Perplexing Illness
  9. Chapter V - The Letter from the "Alliance" Office
  10. Chapter VI - Mr. Burkham's Uncertainties
  11. BOOK THE SECOND - THE TWO MACAIRES
  12. Chapter I - A Golden Temple
  13. Chapter II - The Easy Descent
  14. Chapter III - "Heart Bare, Heart Hungry, Very Poor"
  15. BOOK THE THIRD - HEAPING UP RICHES
  16. Chapter I - A Fortunate Marriage
  17. Chapter II - Charlotte
  18. Chapter III - George Sheldon's Prospects
  19. Chapter IV - Diana Finds a New Home
  20. Chapter V - At the Lawn
  21. Chapter VI - The Compact of Gray's Inn
  22. Chapter VII - Aunt Sarah
  23. Chapter VIII - Charlotte Prophesies Rain
  24. Chapter IX - Mr. Sheldon on the Watch
  25. BOOK THE FOURTH - VALENTINE HAWKEHURST'S RECORD
  26. Chapter I - The Oldest Inhabitant
  27. Chapter II - Matthew Haygarth's Resting-Place
  28. Chapter III - Mr. Goodge's Wisdom
  29. BOOK THE FIFTH - RELICS OF THE DEAD
  30. Chapter I - Betrayed by a Blotting-Pad
  31. Chapter II - Valentine Invokes the Phantoms of the Past
  32. Chapter III - Hunting the Judsons
  33. Chapter IV - Glimpses of a Bygone Life
  34. BOOK THE SIXTH - THE HEIRESS OF THE HAYGARTHS
  35. Chapter I - Disappointment
  36. Chapter II - Valentine's Record Continued
  37. Chapter III - Arcadia
  38. Chapter IV - In Paradise
  39. Chapter V - Too Fair to Last
  40. Chapter VI - Found in the Bible
  41. BOOK THE SEVENTH - CHARLOTTE'S ENGAGEMENT
  42. Chapter I - "In Your Patience Ye Are Strong"
  43. Chapter II - Mrs. Sheldon Accepts Her Destiny
  44. Chapter III - Mr. Hawkehurst and Mr. George Sheldon Come to an Understanding
  45. Chapter IV - Mr. Sheldon is Propitious
  46. Chapter V - Mr. Sheldon is Benevolent
  47. Chapter VI - Riding the High Horse
  48. Chapter VII - Mr. Sheldon is Prudent
  49. Chapter VIII - Christmas Peace

I spent this afternoon and evening with my dear love—my last evening in Yorkshire. To-morrow I shall see my Sheldon, and inform him of the very strange termination which has come to my researches. Will he communicate at once with his brother? Will he release me from my oath of secrecy? There is nothing of the masonic secretiveness in my organisation, and I am very weary of the seal that has been set upon my unwary lips. Will Charlotte be told that she is the reverend intestate's next of kin? These are questions which I ask myself as I sit in the stillness of my room at the Magpie, scribbling this wretched diary of mine, while the church clock booms three solemn strokes in the distance.

O, why did not the reverend intestate marry his housekeeper, and make a will, like other honest citizens, and leave my Charlotte to walk the obscure byways of honest poverty with me? I do believe that I could have been honest; I do believe that I could have been brave and true and steadfast for her dear sake. But it is the office of man to propose, while the Unseen disposes. Perhaps such a youth as mine admits of no redemption. I have written circulars for Horatio Paget. I have been the willing remorseless tool of a man who never eats his dinner without inflicting a wrong upon his fellow-creatures. Can a few moments of maudlin sentimentality, a vague yearning for something brighter and better, a brief impulse towards honesty, inspired by a woman's innocent eyes—can so little virtue in the present atone for so much guilt in the past? Alas! I fear not.

I had one last brief tête-à-tête with my dear girl while I took the tracing from the old Bible. She sat watching me, and distracting me more or less while I worked; and despite the shadow of doubt that has fallen upon me, I could not be otherwise than happy in her sweet company.

When I came to the record of Susan Meynell's death, my Charlotte's manner changed all at once from her accustomed joyousness to a pensive gravity.

"I was very sorry you spoke of Susan Meynell to uncle Joseph," she said, thoughtfully.

"But why sorry, my dear?"

I had some vague notion as to the cause of this sorrow; but the instincts of the chase impelled me to press the subject. Was I not bound to know every secret in the lives of Matthew Haygarth's descendants?

"There is a very sad story connected with my aunt Susan—she was my great-aunt, you know," said Charlotte, with a grave earnest face. "She went away from home, and there was great sorrow. I cannot talk of the story, even to you, Valentine, for there seems something sacred in these painful family secrets. My poor aunt Susan left all her friends, and died many years afterwards in London."