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  1. BIRDS OF PREY
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  3. Contents
  4. BOOK THE FIRST - FATAL FRIENDSHIP
  5. Chapter I - The House in Bloomsbury
  6. Chapter II - Philip Sheldon Reads the "Lancet"
  7. Chapter III - Mr. And Mrs. Halliday
  8. Chapter IV - A Perplexing Illness
  9. Chapter V - The Letter from the "Alliance" Office
  10. Chapter VI - Mr. Burkham's Uncertainties
  11. BOOK THE SECOND - THE TWO MACAIRES
  12. Chapter I - A Golden Temple
  13. Chapter II - The Easy Descent
  14. Chapter III - "Heart Bare, Heart Hungry, Very Poor"
  15. BOOK THE THIRD - HEAPING UP RICHES
  16. Chapter I - A Fortunate Marriage
  17. Chapter II - Charlotte
  18. Chapter III - George Sheldon's Prospects
  19. Chapter IV - Diana Finds a New Home
  20. Chapter V - At the Lawn
  21. Chapter VI - The Compact of Gray's Inn
  22. Chapter VII - Aunt Sarah
  23. Chapter VIII - Charlotte Prophesies Rain
  24. Chapter IX - Mr. Sheldon on the Watch
  25. BOOK THE FOURTH - VALENTINE HAWKEHURST'S RECORD
  26. Chapter I - The Oldest Inhabitant
  27. Chapter II - Matthew Haygarth's Resting-Place
  28. Chapter III - Mr. Goodge's Wisdom
  29. BOOK THE FIFTH - RELICS OF THE DEAD
  30. Chapter I - Betrayed by a Blotting-Pad
  31. Chapter II - Valentine Invokes the Phantoms of the Past
  32. Chapter III - Hunting the Judsons
  33. Chapter IV - Glimpses of a Bygone Life
  34. BOOK THE SIXTH - THE HEIRESS OF THE HAYGARTHS
  35. Chapter I - Disappointment
  36. Chapter II - Valentine's Record Continued
  37. Chapter III - Arcadia
  38. Chapter IV - In Paradise
  39. Chapter V - Too Fair to Last
  40. Chapter VI - Found in the Bible
  41. BOOK THE SEVENTH - CHARLOTTE'S ENGAGEMENT
  42. Chapter I - "In Your Patience Ye Are Strong"
  43. Chapter II - Mrs. Sheldon Accepts Her Destiny
  44. Chapter III - Mr. Hawkehurst and Mr. George Sheldon Come to an Understanding
  45. Chapter IV - Mr. Sheldon is Propitious
  46. Chapter V - Mr. Sheldon is Benevolent
  47. Chapter VI - Riding the High Horse
  48. Chapter VII - Mr. Sheldon is Prudent
  49. Chapter VIII - Christmas Peace

"When we had walked the round of the place, and it was time to take coach for our lodging at Chelsea—he having brought me thus far to see St. Paul's and the prison of Newgate, the Mint and Tower—the gloomy fit came on him again, and all that evening he was dull and sorrowful, though I read aloud to him from the printed sermons of a rising member of our community. So you will see, honour'd sir, how difficult it is for these children of Satan to withdraw themselves from that master they have once served; since at the sober age of fifty-three yeares my husband's weak heart yet yearns after profligate faires and foolish gardens lighted by color'd lampes.

"And now no more, reverend friend, my paper being gone and it being full time to reflect that y'r patience must be gone also. Service to Mrs. Goodge. I have no more room but to assure you that y'r gayeties of this foolish and erring citty have no power to withdraw y'r heart of her whose chief privilege it is to subscribe herself,

"Your humble follower and servant."

"Rebecca Haygarth."

To my mind there seems just a shadowy hint of some bygone romance in this letter. Why did the dingy house in John-street bring the tears into Matthew's eyes? and why did the memory of Vauxhall and Bartholomew fair seem so sweet to him? And then that sighing and groaning and dolefulness of visage whenever the thought of the past came back to him?

What did it all mean, I wonder? Was it only his vanished youth, which poor, sobered, converted, Wesleyanised Matthew regretted? or were there pensive memories of something even sweeter than youth associated with the coloured lamps of Vauxhall and the dinginess of Clerkenwell? Who shall sound the heart of a man who lived a hundred years ago? and where is the fathom-line which shall plumb its mysteries? I should need a stack of old letters before I could arrive at the secret of that man's life.

The two other letters, which I have selected after some deliberation, relate to the last few weeks of Matthew's existence; and in these again I fancy I see the trace of some domestic mystery, some sorrowful secret which this sober citizen kept hidden from his wife, but which he was on several occasions half inclined to reveal to her.

Perhaps if the lady's piety—which seems to have been thoroughly sincere and praiseworthy, by the bye—had been a little less cold and pragmatical in its mode of expression, poor Matthew might have taken heart of grace and made a clean breast of it.

That there was a secret in the man's life I feel convinced; but that conviction goes very little way towards proving any one point of the smallest value to George Sheldon.