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Chapters (68)
  1. Biding Time
  2. Dedication
  3. Table of Contents
  4. Prologue
  5. Chapter One
  6. Chapter One
  7. Chapter Two
  8. Chapter Three
  9. Chapter Four
  10. Chapter Five
  11. Chapter Six
  12. Chapter Seven
  13. Chapter Eight
  14. Chapter Nine
  15. Chapter Ten
  16. Chapter Eleven
  17. Chapter Twelve
  18. Chapter Thirteen
  19. Chapter Fourteen
  20. Chapter Fifteen
  21. Chapter Sixteen
  22. Chapter Seventeen
  23. Chapter Eighteen
  24. Chapter Nineteen
  25. Chapter Twenty
  26. Chapter Twenty-One
  27. Chapter Twenty-Two
  28. Chapter Twenty-Three
  29. Chapter Twenty-Four
  30. Chapter Twenty-Five
  31. Chapter Twenty-Six
  32. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  33. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  34. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  35. Chapter Thirty
  36. Chapter Thirty-One
  37. Chapter Thirty-Two
  38. Chapter Thirty-Three
  39. Chapter Thirty-Four
  40. Chapter Thirty-Five
  41. Chapter Thirty-Six
  42. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  43. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  44. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  45. Chapter Forty
  46. Chapter Forty-One
  47. Chapter Forty-Two
  48. Chapter Forty-Three
  49. Chapter Forty-Four
  50. Chapter Forty-Five
  51. Chapter Forty-Six
  52. Chapter Forty-Seven
  53. Chapter Forty-Eight
  54. Chapter Forty-Nine
  55. Chapter Fifty
  56. Chapter Fifty-One
  57. Chapter Fifty-Two
  58. Chapter Fifty-Three
  59. Chapter Fifty-Four
  60. Chapter Fifty-Five
  61. Chapter Fifty-Six
  62. Acknowledgments
  63. Other Titles by Lyn Gardner
  64. Going on Red
  65. Choices
  66. Born Out of Wedlock
  67. Give Me A Reason
  68. Mistletoe

With her lips an inch away from Lisa’s ear, Bennett was murmuring promises, even though she knew her assurances were false. There would be no tomorrow. There would be no more dinners or bantering or art shows, and as Bennett spoke the lies, she struggled to get the words out between her sobs.

Ruby hung her head, only to raise it a second later. The hum of the world had come back to her, and with it, she could now hear the buzz of the fluorescent lamps in the kitchen, the low whirr of the heat coming from the vents, and the sound of hearts beating…the sound of three hearts beating.

“She’s alive.” Ruby rushed over, grimacing as she gently extracted the sword. Setting it aside, she fell to her knees on the other side of Lisa’s body. “Bennett, she’s alive. I can hear her heart beating. We can save her.”

Bennett shook her head. “No. No…it’s too late for that.”

“It is not too late,” Ruby snapped. “We can—”

“Goddammit, look at her,” Bennett yelled back. “They fucking gutted her, Ruby, and everything’s broken. They broke fucking everything.”

Ruby had been trying her best not to pay attention to Lisa’s gruesome injuries, but they had splayed her open like a science class frog. The right side of her face was now a crater, and her limbs were twisted and shattered.

“But we have to try, Bennett. We have to try.”

Before Bennett ran into Lisa’s apartment, she believed she had eight more years to change Lisa’s mind. All guardians were given a choice. Finn hadn’t yet to make his, but Gunnar had chosen his father’s path, and upon reaching the age of fifty, he and Bridget could live out the rest of their lives on a healthy retirement package. Lisa had made her choice as well. At forty, Lisa would become a vampire, but Napoleon’s revenge had pushed up that timeline, and as hard as Bennett tried to convince herself to sink her teeth into Lisa, she couldn’t. She just couldn’t. She wanted to remember Lisa the way she was, not the way she’d become when this disease turned her into yet another shrew, another murderer, another unrecognizable bitch whose family would end up hating her or, worse yet…end up dead.

Bennett turned stoic, her expression as unemotional as her voice. “No, we don’t. We can just let her go…let her die as she lived. Mortal and positively the most perfect person I’ve ever known.”

“Oh, Jesus Christ, you need to put all that other shit behind you, Bennett,” Ruby shouted. “You can’t predict the fucking future, and you can’t fucking penalize Lisa because you’re fucking scared. She’s going to die unless you do something, and you love her, Bennett. You fucking love her!”