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Chapters (68)
  1. Biding Time
  2. Dedication
  3. Table of Contents
  4. Prologue
  5. Chapter One
  6. Chapter One
  7. Chapter Two
  8. Chapter Three
  9. Chapter Four
  10. Chapter Five
  11. Chapter Six
  12. Chapter Seven
  13. Chapter Eight
  14. Chapter Nine
  15. Chapter Ten
  16. Chapter Eleven
  17. Chapter Twelve
  18. Chapter Thirteen
  19. Chapter Fourteen
  20. Chapter Fifteen
  21. Chapter Sixteen
  22. Chapter Seventeen
  23. Chapter Eighteen
  24. Chapter Nineteen
  25. Chapter Twenty
  26. Chapter Twenty-One
  27. Chapter Twenty-Two
  28. Chapter Twenty-Three
  29. Chapter Twenty-Four
  30. Chapter Twenty-Five
  31. Chapter Twenty-Six
  32. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  33. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  34. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  35. Chapter Thirty
  36. Chapter Thirty-One
  37. Chapter Thirty-Two
  38. Chapter Thirty-Three
  39. Chapter Thirty-Four
  40. Chapter Thirty-Five
  41. Chapter Thirty-Six
  42. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  43. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  44. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  45. Chapter Forty
  46. Chapter Forty-One
  47. Chapter Forty-Two
  48. Chapter Forty-Three
  49. Chapter Forty-Four
  50. Chapter Forty-Five
  51. Chapter Forty-Six
  52. Chapter Forty-Seven
  53. Chapter Forty-Eight
  54. Chapter Forty-Nine
  55. Chapter Fifty
  56. Chapter Fifty-One
  57. Chapter Fifty-Two
  58. Chapter Fifty-Three
  59. Chapter Fifty-Four
  60. Chapter Fifty-Five
  61. Chapter Fifty-Six
  62. Acknowledgments
  63. Other Titles by Lyn Gardner
  64. Going on Red
  65. Choices
  66. Born Out of Wedlock
  67. Give Me A Reason
  68. Mistletoe

For a while, both returned to their meals until Bennett abruptly put down her fork. “Okay. I can’t handle it.”

Ruby looked up. “Yeah, I was surprised you ordered that,” she said, pointing to the bowl of shrimp scampi linguine in front of Bennett. “You almost always get a steak.”

“I’m not talking about my dinner. I’m talking about your silence. That little furrow of yours has come and gone a few times, yet you’ve kept quiet.”

“I’m trying to behave,” Ruby said, reaching for her wine.

“So, you have a question, but you don’t want to ask it for fear you won’t be getting any tonight? Is that it?”

Ruby said a quick prayer, thanking God for giving her enough time to swallow her wine before it came out her nose. “Um…blunt, but yes.”

“I appreciate your honesty,” Bennett said, smiling. “What say we meet halfway?”

“What do you mean?”

“Ask the question that’s been on your mind since we’ve sat down. Once you do, you don’t ask another for, let’s say, for a few hours? That way, that little ridge between your eyes goes away, and the evening pans out like we both want it to. How’s that?”

“Oh, that so works,” Ruby said, sitting forward in her chair. “Because you’re right, I do have a question.”

“Imagine that,” Bennett said, picking up her glass.

“So, here’s the thing. It sounds like you’ve crashed and burned with a lot of mortal women. Why not stick to your own kind?” Ruby winced almost instantly. “Okay, that sounded way wrong, but you know what I mean. Why not just find a nice vampire to settle down with because they can’t all be like your exes. I mean, you aren’t nasty or arrogant, and Max wasn’t either, so it can’t be an inherent trait for all of your kind—right?”

“You do realize that was two questions, don’t you?”

“Was it?” Ruby squeaked.

“Yes,” Bennett said, taking a leisurely taste of her wine. “And I’ll answer them in reverse order. No, being obnoxious and vile isn’t intrinsic to our kind. Like I told you before, this disease brings with it powers and strength, and in the wrong hands or the wrong mindset, it enhances certain morals or lack thereof. As far as becoming involved with one of my own kind, I’ve had literally hundreds of affairs with lady vampires; however, love never played a part in any of them. I can’t explain why. It’s just never happened. You said it yourself. Love isn’t something you can control or create. It either exists, or it doesn’t. You can’t force the issue.”

“But you can deny it. Isn’t that what you said you would do if you felt those feelings again? Deny them?”