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Chapters (68)
  1. Biding Time
  2. Dedication
  3. Table of Contents
  4. Prologue
  5. Chapter One
  6. Chapter One
  7. Chapter Two
  8. Chapter Three
  9. Chapter Four
  10. Chapter Five
  11. Chapter Six
  12. Chapter Seven
  13. Chapter Eight
  14. Chapter Nine
  15. Chapter Ten
  16. Chapter Eleven
  17. Chapter Twelve
  18. Chapter Thirteen
  19. Chapter Fourteen
  20. Chapter Fifteen
  21. Chapter Sixteen
  22. Chapter Seventeen
  23. Chapter Eighteen
  24. Chapter Nineteen
  25. Chapter Twenty
  26. Chapter Twenty-One
  27. Chapter Twenty-Two
  28. Chapter Twenty-Three
  29. Chapter Twenty-Four
  30. Chapter Twenty-Five
  31. Chapter Twenty-Six
  32. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  33. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  34. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  35. Chapter Thirty
  36. Chapter Thirty-One
  37. Chapter Thirty-Two
  38. Chapter Thirty-Three
  39. Chapter Thirty-Four
  40. Chapter Thirty-Five
  41. Chapter Thirty-Six
  42. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  43. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  44. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  45. Chapter Forty
  46. Chapter Forty-One
  47. Chapter Forty-Two
  48. Chapter Forty-Three
  49. Chapter Forty-Four
  50. Chapter Forty-Five
  51. Chapter Forty-Six
  52. Chapter Forty-Seven
  53. Chapter Forty-Eight
  54. Chapter Forty-Nine
  55. Chapter Fifty
  56. Chapter Fifty-One
  57. Chapter Fifty-Two
  58. Chapter Fifty-Three
  59. Chapter Fifty-Four
  60. Chapter Fifty-Five
  61. Chapter Fifty-Six
  62. Acknowledgments
  63. Other Titles by Lyn Gardner
  64. Going on Red
  65. Choices
  66. Born Out of Wedlock
  67. Give Me A Reason
  68. Mistletoe

“Wait. That reminds me,” Ruby said, sitting up. “Whatever happened to your children? Did you start going into the village during the day once you discovered you were a daywalker?”

“No, not at first. Too many years had passed, and even though I wasn’t sure they’d recognize me, I didn’t want to risk it. The last thing I wanted was to confuse them or scare them, so I stuck to my nightly routine. I saw them every so often, watching from afar as they got older, got married…had children.”

“Hard to think of you as a grandmother?” Ruby said, offering a small smile. “But you never talked to them? Never went into the village?”

Bennett drew in a long breath. “After my kidnapping and those eight years of captivity, when Max and I finally returned to England, I headed for the village straight away. By then, I’d been dead to everyone there for thirty-five years, so I doubted anyone would recognize me, including my children, except I never had a chance to find out.”

“Why?”

“The villagers I spoke to told me they’d all moved away, and it wasn’t a time when you left forwarding addresses.”

“Shit.”

“Yes. Definitely shit,” Bennett said quietly. “So not only do I have Napoleon and Simeon to thank for eight years of hell, but I also have them to thank for losing my children…forever.”

***

Bennett came back into the bedroom carrying a snifter of brandy, and slipping out of her robe, she climbed back into bed.

“I’m sorry,” Ruby murmured.

“About what?”

“I have a feeling I upset you, asking about your children.”

“Not really,” Bennett said quietly. “What bothers me the most is that after all this time, their faces have become a blur in my mind, and that hurts. But I remember loving them, and I remember them loving me back, and that’s what I hold on to.”

“So…should I drop my previous question for the night?”

Bennett stared blankly at Ruby for a moment. “Oh…the one about how many times I’ve been in love?”

“Yeah.”

“No. Not at all. Where was I?”

“I interrupted you after you mentioned Warrick.”

“That’s right,” Bennett said, nodding. “So, after Warrick came Desiree.”

“Not Angelique?”

“No, I was never in love with Angelique. In lust, yes, and we’ve had a great deal of fun, but love never entered the equation for either of us.”

“Oh. Okay.”

“Anyway, like I was saying, Desiree was next. Max and I were living in France, and she was a shopkeeper’s daughter. She was polite and innocent and beautiful, and we fell madly in love. Our affair started in the back of that shop in 1678, and the following year, she overheard Max talking about continuing our travels to the Dutch Republic. You know it as the Netherlands.”

“Okay.”