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Chapters (68)
  1. Biding Time
  2. Dedication
  3. Table of Contents
  4. Prologue
  5. Chapter One
  6. Chapter One
  7. Chapter Two
  8. Chapter Three
  9. Chapter Four
  10. Chapter Five
  11. Chapter Six
  12. Chapter Seven
  13. Chapter Eight
  14. Chapter Nine
  15. Chapter Ten
  16. Chapter Eleven
  17. Chapter Twelve
  18. Chapter Thirteen
  19. Chapter Fourteen
  20. Chapter Fifteen
  21. Chapter Sixteen
  22. Chapter Seventeen
  23. Chapter Eighteen
  24. Chapter Nineteen
  25. Chapter Twenty
  26. Chapter Twenty-One
  27. Chapter Twenty-Two
  28. Chapter Twenty-Three
  29. Chapter Twenty-Four
  30. Chapter Twenty-Five
  31. Chapter Twenty-Six
  32. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  33. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  34. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  35. Chapter Thirty
  36. Chapter Thirty-One
  37. Chapter Thirty-Two
  38. Chapter Thirty-Three
  39. Chapter Thirty-Four
  40. Chapter Thirty-Five
  41. Chapter Thirty-Six
  42. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  43. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  44. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  45. Chapter Forty
  46. Chapter Forty-One
  47. Chapter Forty-Two
  48. Chapter Forty-Three
  49. Chapter Forty-Four
  50. Chapter Forty-Five
  51. Chapter Forty-Six
  52. Chapter Forty-Seven
  53. Chapter Forty-Eight
  54. Chapter Forty-Nine
  55. Chapter Fifty
  56. Chapter Fifty-One
  57. Chapter Fifty-Two
  58. Chapter Fifty-Three
  59. Chapter Fifty-Four
  60. Chapter Fifty-Five
  61. Chapter Fifty-Six
  62. Acknowledgments
  63. Other Titles by Lyn Gardner
  64. Going on Red
  65. Choices
  66. Born Out of Wedlock
  67. Give Me A Reason
  68. Mistletoe

The color drained from Max’s face when he saw Bennett take hold of the block of wood holding the shutters closed. “Don’t, Bennett. I’m begging you, don’t do this,” he said, bolting for the door. “Please, for the love of God, don’t do this.”

Bennett placed her hand on the planks of the shutter, the heat of the wood telling her what she needed to know. The sun was high in the sky and burning brightly, and as soon as she allowed sunlight to enter, she’d be burning, too. Bennett looked over at Max. “Unless you want to turn to ash, you’d best leave now. I will not say it again.”

Max took a ragged breath and choked back his tears. “I cannot stop you from this path. We all must choose our own way, but if this is to be goodbye, I want you to know that I care for you deeply. I will miss your questions and your wit. I will miss your stubbornness and your intelligence, but most of all…most of all, I will miss a woman who’s become important to me. So important, in fact, I fear one day I will have to choose the same path, if only to find you again. Do what you must, my dear Bennett. Just know that I love you.”

Max walked out the door and closed it behind him, leaving Bennett alone with her thoughts. She looked at her hand. It appeared no different from the day before. Her skin was the same color, her fingers moved, and her wrist flexed, yet the wood felt peculiar under it. Each striation in the grain was pronounced, and the tiny peaks and valleys of every furrow and ridge were now like mountains and canyons.

Bennett closed her eyes and listened to the beat of her heart. It was strong and fast, and the rhythm was comforting—normal—but there was another sound, too. Faint and whooshing, it took her a few moments to realize what it was, and Bennett paled. It was the blood flowing in her veins, and that was not normal. Bennett opened her eyes, and they were immediately drawn to the latch on the shutter.

Death would free her from the life she’d now been given, a life she’d never wanted, and a curse she’d be helpless to deny. But death would also erase her hope of ever seeing her children again or learning more about music and the world and art. Oh, how she loved art.

Bennett hung her head and let her tears fall. As they hit the floor, each tiny, quiet splash resounded in her head like a bass drum. It was ear-splitting, and the noise compelled her to take the final step. She would not live like this. Bennett took a stuttered breath, and finding the wooden latch on the shutters, she released it from its keeper.

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