Back Best Man
Chapters (22)
  1. Blurb
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. Prologue
  5. Chapter One
  6. Chapter Two
  7. Chapter Three
  8. Chapter Four
  9. Chapter Five
  10. Chapter Six
  11. Chapter Seven
  12. Chapter Eight
  13. Chapter Nine
  14. Chapter Ten
  15. Chapter Eleven
  16. Chapter Twelve
  17. Chapter Thirteen
  18. Epilogue
  19. Newsletter
  20. Thank You
  21. Contact Lily
  22. Also by Lily Morton

“Oh God, yes. They were wonderful. They looked after me when …” I hesitate. “When my dad forgot to. My grandfather was a bookie. Until the day he died, he would dress up in a full suit and his brown overcoat and his mates would come and pick him up and they’d go off to the pub. My grandmother always wore makeup and had the biggest laugh. She smelt of Charlie perfume,” I remember suddenly, marvelling at the way the memories are being pulled out tonight. “And every night after dinner they’d put the stereo on and dance together to Frank Sinatra. They died a week apart from each other. Like there was no real point when their other half was gone.” I swallow, and he kisses me quickly. “So, I like this era and the music. They seem close to me somehow,” I say softly.

“My mum would tell you that the ones we love are never that far away.”

“Do you believe that?”

He nods. “Oh yes. Definitely.” The sureness in his voice soothes something inside me, and I kiss him.

“Well, we’re going to have a nice night, Jesse. We’re going to eat some food, drink lots of cocktails, and you’re going to tell me some more embarrassing stories about yourself so I can flaunt my moral superiority.”

He nudges me, but we quickly order more drinks, and that’s what we do. We sit laughing close together, watching the dance floor and exchanging whispered observations about the people around us. We kiss and touch, unobtrusively at first, but he gets more daring as the evening wears to a close.

“I think I’ve changed my mind,” he says into my shoulder where he’s rested his head.

I kiss his hair. “What about? Brexit? The Britain’s Got Talent final?”

He snorts. “No, about sex. I think we should definitely do some sex tonight.”

I start to laugh. “Do some sex,” I echo and he elbows me, his face alight with amusement and a true, pure sexuality.

“I think we should go home and fuck each other’s brains out,” he says cockily.

“What happened to getting to know each other?”

He smiles. It’s knowing and very intense. “We already know each other, don’t we, Zeb? We know each other better than anyone has ever known us.” His words are a challenge, and I run my fingers down the sharp angle of his cheekbones.

“We could go on dates until the end of time and nothing will change that,” I acknowledge, seeing his eyes flare.

“So, let’s go now. I need you inside me.”

A wave of heat runs through me but at this point the female singer steps up and begins to croon the opening words to “I’ve Got You Under My Skin.”

I stand up. “Come on,” I say, offering my hand. “Let’s dance.”

“What, now?” He gapes at me. “Really?”