Back Before You Were Gone
Chapters (58)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. One
  4. Two
  5. Three
  6. Four
  7. Five
  8. Six
  9. Seven
  10. Eight
  11. Nine
  12. Ten
  13. Eleven
  14. Twelve
  15. Thirteen
  16. Fourteen
  17. Fifteen
  18. Sixteen
  19. Seventeen
  20. Eighteen
  21. Nineteen
  22. Twenty
  23. Twenty-one
  24. Twenty-two
  25. Twenty-three
  26. Twenty-four
  27. Twenty-five
  28. Twenty-six
  29. Twenty-seven
  30. Twenty-eight
  31. Twenty-nine
  32. Thirty
  33. Thirty-one
  34. Thirty-two
  35. Thirty-three
  36. Thirty-four
  37. Thirty-five
  38. Thirty-six
  39. Thirty-seven
  40. Thirty-eight
  41. Thirty-nine
  42. Forty
  43. Forty-one
  44. Forty-two
  45. Forty-three
  46. Forty-four
  47. Forty-five
  48. Forty-six
  49. Forty-seven
  50. Forty-eight
  51. Forty-nine
  52. Fifty
  53. Fifty-one
  54. Acknowledgements
  55. An Eastbourne Murder Mystery
  56. Canelo Crime
  57. About the Author
  58. Also by Sheila Bugler

Emer didn’t say anything, because her mother was right. University had been a safe space for a few years. The first time in her life she’d lived away from home, out of her mother’s overbearing presence. When she’d finished her degree, she had already fallen in love with Galway and couldn’t bear the thought of leaving and starting again somewhere else. Instead of looking for jobs related to her degree, she’d worked in various bars around the city, telling herself she would get a ‘proper’ job eventually. Then she’d met Nikki, fallen head over heels in love and the idea of leaving Galway became harder than ever. Because how could she leave the only place she’d ever felt at home in? ‘You could consider it, at least,’ Ursula continued. ‘I’m sure Robert would be more than happy to put in a good word for you. In fact,’ Ursula looked across the table at her husband, ‘why don’t you call him after dinner? You know Emer won’t do anything unless we push her. And we both know she refuses to listen to a word I say. I’m only her mother, the woman who gave birth to her and devoted my life to taking care of her, but apparently that’s not enough for her.’

Emer rolled her eyes, but didn’t bother responding. This was a favourite tactic of Ursula’s – to speak about Emer as if she wasn’t in the room. It drove Emer mad, but she’d learned a long time ago that the best thing to do was ignore it completely.

‘It’s not a bad idea, Emer,’ Robert said. ‘Brian Kennedy’s a decent fella. And working in the surgery, you’d find out all sorts of stuff about people. Might be a bit of fun. You know, a lot of our apprenticeship girls did their work experience at the surgery. It helped quite a few of them to find permanent jobs later on.’

‘I haven’t heard back from the job in London,’ Emer said. ‘That might still happen.’

‘If they were going to offer you the job,’ Ursula said, ‘they’d have done so by now.’

‘Your mother’s worried about you,’ Robert said, before Emer had a chance to respond. ‘She just wants to see you happy and settled. It’s what we both want.’

‘It’s not just that,’ Ursula snapped. ‘We’ve got your reputation to think about as well, Robert. You’re a high-profile figure, possibly the future leader of this country. Your speech next week in the Dáil is focusing on job prospects for our young people. What’s it going to look like if your own stepdaughter can’t even find a job? You have your reputation to consider, and I will not let Emer’s laziness jeopardise that.’