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  1. Be Careful What You Wish For
  2. VIVIEN BROWN
  3. Prologue
  4. Chapter 1
  5. PRUE
  6. Chapter 2
  7. MADI
  8. Chapter 3
  9. Chapter 4
  10. PRUE
  11. Chapter 5
  12. MADI
  13. Chapter 6
  14. Chapter 7
  15. PRUE
  16. Chapter 8
  17. MADI
  18. Chapter 9
  19. PRUE
  20. Chapter 10
  21. Chapter 11
  22. MADI
  23. Chapter 12
  24. PRUE
  25. Chapter 13
  26. Chapter 14
  27. MADI
  28. Chapter 15
  29. Chapter 16
  30. PRUE
  31. Chapter 17
  32. MADI
  33. Chapter 18
  34. PRUE
  35. Chapter 19
  36. Chapter 20
  37. MADI
  38. Chapter 21
  39. PRUE
  40. Chapter 22
  41. MADI
  42. Chapter 23
  43. Chapter 24
  44. PRUE
  45. Chapter 25
  46. MADI
  47. Chapter 26
  48. PRUE
  49. Chapter 27
  50. Chapter 28
  51. MADI
  52. Chapter 29
  53. PRUE
  54. Chapter 30
  55. MADI
  56. Chapter 31
  57. PRUE
  58. Chapter 32
  59. Chapter 33
  60. MADI
  61. Chapter 34
  62. Chapter 35
  63. PRUE
  64. Chapter 36
  65. MADI
  66. Chapter 37
  67. PRUE
  68. Chapter 38
  69. MADI
  70. Chapter 39
  71. Chapter 40
  72. PRUE
  73. Chapter 41
  74. MADI
  75. Chapter 42
  76. Chapter 43
  77. PRUE
  78. Chapter 44
  79. MADI
  80. Acknowledgements
  81. About the Author
  82. Also by Vivien Brown
  83. About the Publisher

‘Ah, so you must be Flo,’ she said, lowering her hand and feeling pleasantly surprised when the little tabby walked towards her, tipped her head and started rubbing it round and round against her fingers, her tail pointing straight upwards as she arched her back and purred loudly. ‘Well, I can see we’re going to get along just fine, aren’t we, sweetie?’ She tried to remember which cupboard held the clean cat bowls and found them on the third attempt. Her memory, quite worryingly, wasn’t as good recently as it had once been. ‘Now, let’s find you some breakfast, shall we?’

The first day in any new place always felt a bit unsettling. Not knowing where things were, or how things worked. She’d moved around a lot as various theatrical productions she’d been involved with had toured the country. It was a life she had chosen long ago and had grown used to. Two or three nights in one town, then maybe a week or two in another and, if she was lucky, a few days back at home in between. Different dressing rooms, different guesthouses and hotels, different rules. A changing circle of colleagues and crew members and friends, some of whom she would come across often and some she would never meet again. Her face and her name on the posters outside greeted her at every theatre they went to, sometimes in a leading role, sometimes (and more frequently as she grew older) just as one of the supporting cast, but she always made a point of keeping a programme to add to her vast collection. She had even been in a TV soap once, although only for a dozen or so episodes, and still had the Radio Times to prove it.

This, she told herself, peering through the curtains at the lane outside, was going to be just the same. A new place to explore, a new bed to sleep in, new people to meet, and then home again to touch base and await whatever opportunities might follow. Was there any call for a damaged ageing actress without a full head of hair? She hoped so, but it had become all too easy lately to look at life more pessimistically. Just four months ago she had been utterly oblivious to what was going on inside her own body, those horrid little rogue cells gathering together and ganging up on her, determined to do their worst. But she was rid of them now and, despite the surgery and the chemo, she was still here. She had survived and, apart from occasional visits from Betty next door to check she was doing okay or to get her heavier bits of shopping in, she’d done it alone. And from now on it was all about recovery, regaining her strength and her positivity, making time for herself for a change. She fought back the tears that so often threatened to overwhelm her. What good would it do to cry? It would change nothing and, besides, the worst was surely over now. Life could only get better.