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Chapters (44)
  1. COVER PAGE
  2. TITLE PAGE
  3. DEDICATION
  4. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  5. CHAPTER 1
  6. CHAPTER 2
  7. CHAPTER 3
  8. CHAPTER 4
  9. CHAPTER 5
  10. CHAPTER 6
  11. CHAPTER 7
  12. CHAPTER 8
  13. CHAPTER 9
  14. CHAPTER 10
  15. CHAPTER 11
  16. CHAPTER 12
  17. CHAPTER 13
  18. CHAPTER 14
  19. CHAPTER 15
  20. CHAPTER 16
  21. CHAPTER 17
  22. CHAPTER 18
  23. CHAPTER 19
  24. CHAPTER 20
  25. CHAPTER 21
  26. CHAPTER 22
  27. CHAPTER 23
  28. CHAPTER 24
  29. CHAPTER 25
  30. CHAPTER 26
  31. CHAPTER 27
  32. CHAPTER 28
  33. CHAPTER 29
  34. CHAPTER 30
  35. CHAPTER 31
  36. CHAPTER 32
  37. CHAPTER 33
  38. CHAPTER 34
  39. CHAPTER 35
  40. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  41. BOOKS BY JONATHAN KELLERMAN
  42. PREVIEW OF A COLD HEART
  43. DON'T MISS THESE THRILLING SUSPENSE NOVELS FROM JONATHAN KELLERMAN
  44. COPYRIGHT PAGE

“Grants, donations—interested in contributing?”

“I'll think about it.”

He grinned. “Sure you will. Either way, we'll get by—bad salaries, no expense accounts. That's why most of these people'll be gone by next year—soon as they start thinking home equity and German cars.”

“What about you?”

He laughed. “Me? I'm a veteran. Five years and thriving. Because it's a heck of a lot more satisfying than drawing up wills or defending polluters.”

He turned serious, looked away from me.

“Sure it gets ugly,” he said, as if responding to a question. “What Dorsey did was as ugly as it gets.” Eye flicker. “Jesus, what a . . . it was a tragedy. How else can you put it? A goddamn stupid tragedy. I know I couldn't have done anything differently, but it shouldn't have happened—it just stinks, but what can you do when society keeps lowering itself to the brutal denominator? Dorsey'd never shown me any signs of violence. Nothing. I was serious when I said you would have liked him. Most of the time he was pleasant—soft-spoken, passive. One of my easier clients, actually. A little paranoid, but it was always low key, he never got aggressive with it.”

“What kind of delusions did he have?”

“The usual. Voices in his head telling him to do stuff—cross the street six times one day, drink tomato juice the next—I don't remember exactly.”

“Did the voices make him angry?”

“They annoyed him, but no, I wouldn't call it anger. It was as if he accepted the voices as being a part of him. I see that a lot in the long-timers. They're used to it, deal with it. Nothing aggressive or hostile, that's for sure.”

“As long as he took his medication.”

“I assumed he was taking it because he was always okay with me.”

“How well did you know him?”

“I wouldn't call it knowing. I did some basic legal stuff for him.”

“When did you first meet him?”

He looked up at the ductwork again. “Let's see . . . it would have to be around a year ago.”

“Walk-in?”

“No, he was referred by the court.”

“What kind of theft were you defending him on?”

Smile. “Cops didn't tell you?”

“I don't get involved in more than I need to.”

“Smart. Theft is an overstatement. He lifted a bottle of gin from a liquor store, and a couple of sticks of beef jerky. Did it in plain sight of the clerk and got busted. I'm sure he didn't even mean it. Clerk nearly broke his arm restraining him.”

“What defense were you planning?”

“What do you think?”

“Plea bargain.”

“What else? He had no prior record other than petty stuff. The way the jails are crowded it would have been a slam-dunk.”

He sat up and inserted five fingers into his thick hair. Massaging his scalp, he said, “Gritz.”

“Pardon me?”

“It's a name. Gritz.”

“As in hominy?”