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Chapters (44)
  1. COVER PAGE
  2. TITLE PAGE
  3. DEDICATION
  4. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  5. CHAPTER 1
  6. CHAPTER 2
  7. CHAPTER 3
  8. CHAPTER 4
  9. CHAPTER 5
  10. CHAPTER 6
  11. CHAPTER 7
  12. CHAPTER 8
  13. CHAPTER 9
  14. CHAPTER 10
  15. CHAPTER 11
  16. CHAPTER 12
  17. CHAPTER 13
  18. CHAPTER 14
  19. CHAPTER 15
  20. CHAPTER 16
  21. CHAPTER 17
  22. CHAPTER 18
  23. CHAPTER 19
  24. CHAPTER 20
  25. CHAPTER 21
  26. CHAPTER 22
  27. CHAPTER 23
  28. CHAPTER 24
  29. CHAPTER 25
  30. CHAPTER 26
  31. CHAPTER 27
  32. CHAPTER 28
  33. CHAPTER 29
  34. CHAPTER 30
  35. CHAPTER 31
  36. CHAPTER 32
  37. CHAPTER 33
  38. CHAPTER 34
  39. CHAPTER 35
  40. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  41. BOOKS BY JONATHAN KELLERMAN
  42. PREVIEW OF A COLD HEART
  43. DON'T MISS THESE THRILLING SUSPENSE NOVELS FROM JONATHAN KELLERMAN
  44. COPYRIGHT PAGE

“Course,” she said, “don't really matter what you actually do, you can always say you done it, right? Just like a lawyer. You can say anything you please.”

She stubbed her cigarette out on the grass.

I went over to the pool. Chondra returned my “Hi” with a small, silent smile. Some teeth this time: progress.

Tiffani said, “You write your book yet?”

“Not yet. I need more information from you.”

She nodded gravely. “I got lots of truth—we don't want to ever see him.”

She grabbed hold of a branch and started swinging. Humming something.

I said, “Have fun,” but she didn't answer.

Bonnie came out with a folded chair. I went and took it from her. She winked and went back into the house, rear twitching violently. Evelyn wrinkled her nose and said, “Well, does it?”

I unfolded the chair. “Does it what?”

“Does it matter? What actually happens? You're just gonna do what you want to, write what you want to anyway, right?”

I sat down next to her, positioning myself so I could see the girls. Chondra was motionless in the pool, gazing at the trunk of the avocado.

Evelyn humphed. “You ready to come out?”

Chondra shook her head and began splashing herself again, doing it slowly, as if it were a chore. Her white pigtails were soaked the color of old brass. Above the pink walls the sky was static and blue, bottomed by a soot-colored cloud bank that hid the horizon. Someone in the neighborhood was barbecuing, and a mixture of scorching fat and lighter fluid spread its cheerful toxin through the autumn heat.

“You don't think I'll be honest, huh?” I said. “Been burned by other doctors, or is it something about me?”

She turned toward me slowly and put her lanyard in her lap.

“I think you do your job and go home,” she said. “Just like everyone else. I think you do what's best for you, just like everyone else.”

“Fair enough,” I said. “I'm not going to sit here and tell you I'm some saint who'd work for free or that I really know what you've been going through, 'cause I don't—thank God. But I think I understand your rage. If someone had done it to my child, I'd be ready to kill him, no question about it.”

She took her Winstons out of her pocket and knocked a cigarette loose. Sliding it out and taking it between two fingers, she said, “Oh you would, would you? Well that would be revenge, and the Bible says revenge is a negational action.”

She lit up with a pink disposable lighter, inhaled very deeply, and held it. When she let the smoke out, her nostrils twitched.

Tiffani began jumping very fast. I wondered if we were within her earshot.

Evelyn shook her head. “Gonna break her head one of these days.”

“Lots of energy,” I said.

“Apple don't fall far.”

“Ruthanne was like that?”