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Chapters (44)
  1. COVER PAGE
  2. TITLE PAGE
  3. DEDICATION
  4. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  5. CHAPTER 1
  6. CHAPTER 2
  7. CHAPTER 3
  8. CHAPTER 4
  9. CHAPTER 5
  10. CHAPTER 6
  11. CHAPTER 7
  12. CHAPTER 8
  13. CHAPTER 9
  14. CHAPTER 10
  15. CHAPTER 11
  16. CHAPTER 12
  17. CHAPTER 13
  18. CHAPTER 14
  19. CHAPTER 15
  20. CHAPTER 16
  21. CHAPTER 17
  22. CHAPTER 18
  23. CHAPTER 19
  24. CHAPTER 20
  25. CHAPTER 21
  26. CHAPTER 22
  27. CHAPTER 23
  28. CHAPTER 24
  29. CHAPTER 25
  30. CHAPTER 26
  31. CHAPTER 27
  32. CHAPTER 28
  33. CHAPTER 29
  34. CHAPTER 30
  35. CHAPTER 31
  36. CHAPTER 32
  37. CHAPTER 33
  38. CHAPTER 34
  39. CHAPTER 35
  40. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  41. BOOKS BY JONATHAN KELLERMAN
  42. PREVIEW OF A COLD HEART
  43. DON'T MISS THESE THRILLING SUSPENSE NOVELS FROM JONATHAN KELLERMAN
  44. COPYRIGHT PAGE

“This summer—when the Jones case went to trial.”

“Anything's possible,” he said.

“Or maybe it's more direct, Milo. A former patient, telling me I failed him. I started going through my files, got halfway and couldn't find anything. But who knows? My patients were all children. In most cases I have no idea what kind of adults they turned into.”

“If you found anything funny, would you give me the names?”

“Couldn't,” I said. “Without some kind of clear danger, I couldn't justify breaking confidentiality.”

He scowled. The dog watched him unwaveringly.

“What're you staring at?” he demanded.

Wag, wag.

Milo began to smile, fought it, picked up his case, and put a heavy hand on my shoulder.

“Listen, Alex, I still wouldn't lose any sleep over it. Let me take these to the lab right now instead of tomorrow, see if I can get some night-shifter to put some speed on. I'll also make a copy and start a case file—private one, just for my eyes. When in doubt, be a goddamn clerk.”

After he left, I tried to read a psychology journal but couldn't concentrate. I watched the news, did fifty pushups, and had another go at my charts. I made it through all of them. Kids' names, vaguely remembered pathologies. No allusions to “bad love.” No one I could see wanting to frighten me.

At ten, Robin called. “Hi, honey.”

“Hi,” I said. “You sound good.”

“I am good, but I miss you. Maybe I'll come home early.”

“That would be great. Just say when and I'll be at the airport.”

“Everything okay?”

“Peachy. We've got a visitor.”

I described the bulldog's arrival.

“Oh,” she said, “he sounds adorable. Now I definitely want to come home early.”

“He snorts and drools.”

“How cute. You know, we should get a dog of our own. We're nurturant, right? And you had one when you were a kid. Don't you miss it?”

“My father had one,” I said. “A hunting cur that didn't like children. It died when I was five and we never got another, but sure, I like dogs—how about something big and protective?”

“Long as it's also warm and furry.”

“What breeds do you like?”

“I don't know—something solid and dependable. Let me think about it and when I get back we can go shopping.”

“Sounds good, bowwow.”

“We can do other stuff, too,” she said.

“Sounds even better.”

Just before midnight, I fashioned a bed for the dog out of a couple of towels, placed it on the floor of the service porch, and turned out the light. The dog stared at it, then trotted over to the fridge.

“No way,” I said. “Time to sleep.”

He turned his back on me and sat. I left for the bedroom. He heeled along. Feeling like Simon Legree, I closed the door on his supplicating eyes.