Chapters (44)
- COVER PAGE
- TITLE PAGE
- DEDICATION
- ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
- CHAPTER 1
- CHAPTER 2
- CHAPTER 3
- CHAPTER 4
- CHAPTER 5
- CHAPTER 6
- CHAPTER 7
- CHAPTER 8
- CHAPTER 9
- CHAPTER 10
- CHAPTER 11
- CHAPTER 12
- CHAPTER 13
- CHAPTER 14
- CHAPTER 15
- CHAPTER 16
- CHAPTER 17
- CHAPTER 18
- CHAPTER 19
- CHAPTER 20
- CHAPTER 21
- CHAPTER 22
- CHAPTER 23
- CHAPTER 24
- CHAPTER 25
- CHAPTER 26
- CHAPTER 27
- CHAPTER 28
- CHAPTER 29
- CHAPTER 30
- CHAPTER 31
- CHAPTER 32
- CHAPTER 33
- CHAPTER 34
- CHAPTER 35
- ABOUT THE AUTHOR
- BOOKS BY JONATHAN KELLERMAN
- PREVIEW OF A COLD HEART
- DON'T MISS THESE THRILLING SUSPENSE NOVELS FROM JONATHAN KELLERMAN
- COPYRIGHT PAGE
I thought of Rebecca Basille, hacked to death in a soundproof room. Her murder had really gotten to me—gotten to lots of therapists. But I'd put it out of my head until Milo reminded me.
I drummed my fists on the counter. The dog looked up from his empty bowl and stared. I'd forgotten he was there.
What happens to therapists who don't behave themselves . . .
What if Wallace had nothing to do with the tape? Someone else, from my past.
I went into the library and the dog followed. The closet was stacked with boxes of inactive patient files, loosely alphabetized with no strict chronological order, because some patients had been treated at several different time periods.
I put the radio on for background and started with the A's, looking for children whom I'd tagged with psychopathic or antisocial tendencies and cases that hadn't turned out well. Even long-term deadbeats I'd sent to collections.
I made it halfway through. A sour history lesson with no tangible results: nothing popped out at me. By the end of the afternoon, my eyes hurt and I was exhausted.
I stopped reading, realized grumbly snores had overpowered the music. Reaching down, I kneaded the bulldog's muscular neck. He shuddered but remained asleep. A few charts were fanned on the desk. Even if I came up with something suggestive, patient confidentiality meant I couldn't discuss it with Milo.
I returned to the kitchen, fixed kibble and meatloaf and fresh water, watched my companion sup, burp, then circle and sniff. I left the service door open and he bounced down the stairs.
While he was out, I called Robin's hotel in Oakland again, but she was still out.
The dog came back. He and I went into the living room and watched the evening news. Current events were none too cheerful, but he didn't seem to mind.
The doorbell rang at eight-fifteen. The dog didn't bark, but his ears stiffened and tilted forward and he trailed me to the door, remaining at my heels as I squinted through the peephole.
Milo's face was a wide-angle blur, big and pocked, its paleness turned sallow by the bug light over the doorway.
“Police. Open up or I'll shoot.”
He bared his teeth in a Halloween grimace. I unlocked the door and he came in, carrying a black briefcase. He was dressed for work: blue hopsack blazer, gray slacks, white shirt stretched tight over his belly, blue and gray plaid tie tugged loose, suede desert boots in need of new soles.