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Chapters (38)
  1. Prologue
  2. Chapter One
  3. Chapter Two
  4. Chapter Three
  5. Chapter Four
  6. Chapter Five
  7. Chapter Six
  8. Chapter Seven
  9. Chapter Eight
  10. Chapter Nine
  11. Chapter Ten
  12. Chapter Eleven
  13. Chapter Twelve
  14. Chapter Thirteen
  15. Chapter Fourteen
  16. Chapter Fifteen
  17. Chapter Sixteen
  18. Chapter Seventeen
  19. Chapter Eighteen
  20. Chapter Nineteen
  21. Chapter Twenty
  22. Chapter Twenty-One
  23. Chapter Twenty-Two
  24. Chapter Twenty-Three
  25. Chapter Twenty-Four
  26. Chapter Twenty-Five
  27. Chapter Twenty-Six
  28. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  29. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  30. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  31. Chapter Thirty
  32. Chapter Thirty-One
  33. Chapter Thirty-Two
  34. Chapter Thirty-Three
  35. Epilogue
  36. Preview of Sick Kids in Love
  37. Acknowledgments
  38. About the Author

Flickered like a beacon of hope for a ship caught in a storm.

“I, uh…” I stammered, my eyes searching the audience, finding him like he’d been standing in the back all along. Like I knew he’d be there, laptop in hand, his blue-gray eyes full of regret and hope and love.

The TOC. He was supposed to be there, winning. Earning his credibility so a major-company would hire him in the fall. But he was here. I assumed he’d gotten the mass email Tanner sent out yesterday for the assembly, but I didn’t think for one second he’d miss the TOC to come here.

DC.

The letters blinked at me as I released the podium, the fear falling away faster than it had gathered.

DC.

Our code pulsed in rhythm with my heart, each beat pulverizing the bricks I’d laid. Healing, wanting, hoping.

But most of all beating with the knowledge that I was no longer alone.

And this moment was no longer about me.

“Talk.” Tanner mouthed the word, rolling his hand discreetly in front of him.

No one had registered the game-changer I had—the two simple letters that held me frozen in gratitude and hope.

“Sorry,” I said into the mic. “Here’s what you need to know—”

A small murmur echoed through the crowd, stopping me once again. The screens blinked in and out, my website disappearing, and a vid-box replacing it.

The audio filled the room, filtering from the same speakers attached to my mic. But it was no longer my voice hitting the crowd—it was Tanner’s.

“You have no idea what it is like to be responsible for the young minds of the future. I do what I have to—whatever I have to—to ensure their success. What seems harsh to you is what will make this world a better place in the years to come.”

I glanced down to Tanner, wide-eyed. He was frozen in his seat.

“Whatever.” That was Dean’s voice now echoing through the speakers. “This has nothing to do with me. I’m not an errand boy or your personal tech guy.”

“Oh, Mr. Winters,” Tanner said. “You wouldn’t want Tessa to have a black mark on her record before she’s even reached her senior year, would you? I imagine something like jail time or a court date would harm her chances of following you and your brother to MIT someday.

“Are you listening, now, Mr. Winters?”

“Yes,” Dean said.

“Sir,” Tanner said.

“What?”

“Yes, sir.”

“Yes, sir.”

“I expect a report on your progress on Monday. Bright and early.”

“Fine.”

“And, Mr. Winters?”

“Yes.”

“Don’t take too long to find this person,” he said. “For Tessa’s sake.”

The chatter from the crowd grew, whispers and gasps. I locked eyes with Dean, my heart breaking for him.

Beeps and buzzes and “holy shits” rang from the crowd, nearly everyone gaping at their cell phones.