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Chapters (38)
  1. Prologue
  2. Chapter One
  3. Chapter Two
  4. Chapter Three
  5. Chapter Four
  6. Chapter Five
  7. Chapter Six
  8. Chapter Seven
  9. Chapter Eight
  10. Chapter Nine
  11. Chapter Ten
  12. Chapter Eleven
  13. Chapter Twelve
  14. Chapter Thirteen
  15. Chapter Fourteen
  16. Chapter Fifteen
  17. Chapter Sixteen
  18. Chapter Seventeen
  19. Chapter Eighteen
  20. Chapter Nineteen
  21. Chapter Twenty
  22. Chapter Twenty-One
  23. Chapter Twenty-Two
  24. Chapter Twenty-Three
  25. Chapter Twenty-Four
  26. Chapter Twenty-Five
  27. Chapter Twenty-Six
  28. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  29. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  30. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  31. Chapter Thirty
  32. Chapter Thirty-One
  33. Chapter Thirty-Two
  34. Chapter Thirty-Three
  35. Epilogue
  36. Preview of Sick Kids in Love
  37. Acknowledgments
  38. About the Author

I took a deep breath. Amber was smart; she wouldn’t be in over her head. She probably was just being extra careful, folding me into her plans. Nothing major.

A loud, retching sound jolted me from my thoughts.

I raced to my bathroom door—the one I shared with Tessa.

“Tessa?” I asked, knocking.

“Go. Away.” Her words were garbled with the sounds of too much spit. Another gagging sound, and a splat.

I cringed, totally thinking about vacating the house. But it was my baby sister, so I knocked again.

“Let me in,” I said.

“No.” She growled the word.

I jiggled the handle, finding it unlocked, and stepped through.

“Damn it, Dean,” she said, glaring up at me from where she kneeled over the toilet.

I rolled my eyes and gathered her hair off her neck and away from her face, securing it with one of those damn ties she left all over the counter. “Did you go to a party last night without me knowing?”

It was absolutely possible. She could’ve thrown her own party, inviting the entire school over, and I likely wouldn’t have noticed. Not when I’d been wrapped up in Amber.

The memory scorched my insides, and I wetted my lips. I could still taste her kiss. Could still smell her on my skin.

Puke splattered the water in the toilet, and I snapped the eff out of it. I leaned over, rubbing my sister’s back, cringing as she lost her guts over and over again.

“How much did you drink last night?” I asked, trying like hell not to let disappointment leak into my tone. It wasn’t that she drank; it was that she’d obviously had way too much.

“I didn’t,” she said.

Grabbing a washcloth, I soaked it with cold water, wrung it, and handed it to her. “You don’t have to lie to me, Tessa,” I said. “I’m not Mom and Dad.”

She wiped her face, resting her forehead on the arms crossed over the toilet she’d just flushed. “I’m not.”

I folded my arms over my chest, leaning against the wall near the tub.

“Go away, Dean. Please.” She closed her eyes, tears leaking from the corners.

“Not until you talk to me.”

She groaned, clutching at her stomach with one arm. “No.”

I ground my teeth, sucking in a long breath through my nose. “Please, Tessa,” I said once I knew my voice would be even. “You’ve been ghosting me. Sean. For way longer than normal. It’s time you tell me what’s going on.” I now knew the reasoning—her prank on Tanner was likely eating away at her—but it didn’t explain her distance from us. Was she so sure we’d lecture her over it?

“I have not—”

Another wave cut her off, and I hissed. “You sure you didn’t drink?”