Chapters (40)
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Epilogue
- Dedication
- Credits
I took to singing to keep myself company. It had practical uses, too. The sound carries in the grasslands; there’s nothing to block it but a handful of trees here and there, and the songs, I’d found, tended to keep at bay the wildlife who might otherwise have been attracted by the smell of food. I am an artless singer: the mimicry means I’m technically competent, but the best I can hope for is an accurate reproduction of someone else’s art. I sang songs Sorcha had sung to me in his voice. I sang songs I’d overheard at the slave markets. I even sang the wordless, senseless melodies the satyrs in the City sang. It was the songs that brought the gold elves to me. I sang one evening in the winter, used to the solitude, while I built a campfire. I’d caught two perch in the river and looked forward to eating them. My qualms about eating the flesh of animals were long gone by then. I sang a Droma song overheard years before at the Rabathan slave markets. It was one about a river. It was cyclical, verses returning again and again to the river in the same summer afternoon year after year. I sang it thoughtlessly. Halfway through the third verse I felt the pull. It was unmistakable. It was a peripheral count.
I looked over my shoulder. Instinct propelled me to keep singing. Maybe it wasn’t instinct; maybe it was the gift, the connection. I’m not sure. In any case, I kept singing. The tall grass shifted. I heard the bleat of goats.
“A Hradata walking song this far west?” A half-grown gold elf emerged from the grass. Ve was not quite as tall as me and whip thin. Ve was burnished a mahogany brown from the sun, with a kinky mane of yellow hair. Goats sauntered around vim, chewing at the grass, peering at me in haughty disinterest. The Droma child blinked at me and sucked in a lungful of air, eyes wide, nostrils flared, on the verge of panic.
I held out my hands, watching vim closely like one watches a wild animal. “It is just me here. There are no others. Just me.”
I took a very small, very slow step towards the child. I remembered the strangeness of Droma gender. I tried very hard to ignore all the signs of biological sex, to see the child as a person, as voe. If I was to encroach on their lands and ask for their help in survival, I felt the least I could do was get this one basic thing right. The words were easy, but the seeing was hard. It took a very long time before it was natural, and even then it was hard.
Ve stumbled back and fell over a goat. Ve scrambled upright and held vis walking stick up like a weapon. “Stay back, settler!”