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Chapters (61)
  1. Landing Page
  2. APRIL IN SPAIN
  3. Dedication
  4. Contents
  5. LONDON
  6. Chapter 1
  7. DONOSTIA
  8. Chapter 2
  9. Chapter 3
  10. Chapter 4
  11. Chapter 5
  12. Chapter 6
  13. Chapter 7
  14. LONDON
  15. Chapter 8
  16. DONOSTIA
  17. Chapter 9
  18. Chapter 10
  19. Chapter 11
  20. Chapter 12
  21. Chapter 13
  22. Chapter 14
  23. Chapter 15
  24. Chapter 16
  25. DUBLIN
  26. Chapter 17
  27. Chapter 18
  28. Chapter 19
  29. Chapter 20
  30. Chapter 21
  31. Chapter 22
  32. Chapter 23
  33. Chapter 24
  34. Chapter 25
  35. Chapter 26
  36. Chapter 27
  37. Chapter 28
  38. Chapter 29
  39. Chapter 30
  40. Chapter 31
  41. Chapter 32
  42. Chapter 33
  43. Chapter 34
  44. Chapter 35
  45. DONOSTIA
  46. Chapter 36
  47. Chapter 37
  48. Chapter 38
  49. Chapter 39
  50. Chapter 40
  51. Chapter 41
  52. Chapter 42
  53. Chapter 43
  54. Chapter 44
  55. Chapter 45
  56. DUBLIN
  57. Chapter 46
  58. Also by John Banville
  59. About the Author
  60. By the Same Author
  61. Copyright

As she walked, she ran her fingertips along the railings beside her. Their ancient paint was pitted and shiny, like wet coal. The spring wind shook the boughs of a sycamore tree above her and sprinkled her with a flurry of drops, which made her think of funerals, and the priest dipping the  little drumstick- shaped silver thing into the container of holy  water and  shaking it over the coffin. She had long ago given up re ligion, and hadn’t been to Mass since – oh, she couldn’t remem ber when. All that seemed so far off now, the cere-monial and the sacraments, the Communion of Saints, the kneeling and praying and repenting. The only part of it she had ever really believed in, as a child, was the doctrine of Hell. Since then, she had seen enough of mortal life to know that we do not need to wait for the hereafter to have our fill of horrors.

On Grafton Street, her attention was caught by a slight, narrow-faced young man standing outside the Eblana Bookshop, surveying the books on show in the  window with a bitterly contemptuous half-smile. He wore a pale-coloured neat little overcoat with all the buttons done up, well-pressed fawn trousers, the legs of which hardly reached below his ankles, and light-brown loafers with gilt buckles. There was something about him, she didn’t know what – perhaps it was those buckles, or the sharp creases in his trousers – that provoked in her a sudden, brief outrush of pity. He looked so cocksure, standing there sneering at the display of books he would  never read, that her heart went out to him. It was plain he wasn’t what he imagined himself to be, and didn’t dream the rest of the world only had to look at him to know it.

When she got to Pearse Street Garda barracks she stopped, as she always did, to look up at the miniature stone models of policemen’s heads set into the mortar above the doorway. They were from the old days, under British rule, and were supposed to represent vigilance and stern resolution, as they peered off frowningly to right and left. They were, in truth, too small and too naively fashioned to be anything other than endearing and faintly comical.

She gave her name to the desk sergeant, as she had been instructed, and he lifted the flap in the counter and waved her through.

Hackett’s office was on the top floor. It was cramped and wedge-shaped, with a window at the narrow end that gave on to a view of steeply slanted rooftops and grimy dormer windows.