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Chapters (61)
  1. Landing Page
  2. APRIL IN SPAIN
  3. Dedication
  4. Contents
  5. LONDON
  6. Chapter 1
  7. DONOSTIA
  8. Chapter 2
  9. Chapter 3
  10. Chapter 4
  11. Chapter 5
  12. Chapter 6
  13. Chapter 7
  14. LONDON
  15. Chapter 8
  16. DONOSTIA
  17. Chapter 9
  18. Chapter 10
  19. Chapter 11
  20. Chapter 12
  21. Chapter 13
  22. Chapter 14
  23. Chapter 15
  24. Chapter 16
  25. DUBLIN
  26. Chapter 17
  27. Chapter 18
  28. Chapter 19
  29. Chapter 20
  30. Chapter 21
  31. Chapter 22
  32. Chapter 23
  33. Chapter 24
  34. Chapter 25
  35. Chapter 26
  36. Chapter 27
  37. Chapter 28
  38. Chapter 29
  39. Chapter 30
  40. Chapter 31
  41. Chapter 32
  42. Chapter 33
  43. Chapter 34
  44. Chapter 35
  45. DONOSTIA
  46. Chapter 36
  47. Chapter 37
  48. Chapter 38
  49. Chapter 39
  50. Chapter 40
  51. Chapter 41
  52. Chapter 42
  53. Chapter 43
  54. Chapter 44
  55. Chapter 45
  56. DUBLIN
  57. Chapter 46
  58. Also by John Banville
  59. About the Author
  60. By the Same Author
  61. Copyright

True, he was considerate – respectful, he would probably have said – but his scrupulous considerations always left her dissatisfied and slightly cross. It wasn’t that she expected him to be a Heathcliff or a Lord Byron, but all the same she wished he would on occasion drop the restraint and let himself go, even if only by a little. A show of heedless gaiety now and then would be nice. She wouldn’t have minded a bit of rough stuff, even, in bed, once in a way. But no. Where Paul Viertel was concerned, the traces would remain safely unkicked over.

When she arrived at the flat, the rain was still drifting down. It was so soft and fine it seemed no more than exploratory, the prototype of rain.

She paid off the taxi, and used her key to open the front door, and climbed the stairs, carrying Paul’s suitcase.

The inside of the flat felt as damp as outdoors. She struck a match and turned on the gas fire. She liked the little whoomp! the gas gave when it caught, and the feathery way it danced along the as yet unheated filaments. Strange, how companionable such ordinary things could be, in their humble, uninsistent way.

She heated some beef broth and poured it out and sat down by the big window in the kitchen, both of her hands wrapped tightly around the mug for warmth. She had tried to put out of her mind last night’s phone call from her father, but now, as she sat here alone, it pressed in upon her irresistibly.

Quirke hadn’t sounded drunk. Tipsy, maybe, but not drunk. He had sounded, in fact, like a little boy who had discovered a rare species of insect, or a particularly repellent bright-green toad, a prize he was eager to show to anyone prepared to look at it.

‘As soon as it occurred to me that it might be April, I knew it was her.’

He had pressed her to describe April to him in detail, but what good would a description be, no matter how detailed? ‘What about a photo, then?’ he urged. ‘Have you got one of her?’

She was sure she had, but even if she could find it, it would take a week for her to get it to him, even by airmail. He told her to send it anyway.

‘How did she seem, this woman?’ she had asked. ‘How did she behave? I mean, there must have been something, besides her initials, that made you think she was April. You only had a single glimpse of her, that night outside the Shelbourne, and even then, you were—’ She broke off.

‘I was drunk, yes, I know,’ he said, brushing the fact aside. ‘But I remember what she looked like then. The trouble is, I don’t know what she would look like now.’

‘Then what good would a photograph be? She would have changed.’