Back April in Spain
Chapters (61)
  1. Landing Page
  2. APRIL IN SPAIN
  3. Dedication
  4. Contents
  5. LONDON
  6. Chapter 1
  7. DONOSTIA
  8. Chapter 2
  9. Chapter 3
  10. Chapter 4
  11. Chapter 5
  12. Chapter 6
  13. Chapter 7
  14. LONDON
  15. Chapter 8
  16. DONOSTIA
  17. Chapter 9
  18. Chapter 10
  19. Chapter 11
  20. Chapter 12
  21. Chapter 13
  22. Chapter 14
  23. Chapter 15
  24. Chapter 16
  25. DUBLIN
  26. Chapter 17
  27. Chapter 18
  28. Chapter 19
  29. Chapter 20
  30. Chapter 21
  31. Chapter 22
  32. Chapter 23
  33. Chapter 24
  34. Chapter 25
  35. Chapter 26
  36. Chapter 27
  37. Chapter 28
  38. Chapter 29
  39. Chapter 30
  40. Chapter 31
  41. Chapter 32
  42. Chapter 33
  43. Chapter 34
  44. Chapter 35
  45. DONOSTIA
  46. Chapter 36
  47. Chapter 37
  48. Chapter 38
  49. Chapter 39
  50. Chapter 40
  51. Chapter 41
  52. Chapter 42
  53. Chapter 43
  54. Chapter 44
  55. Chapter 45
  56. DUBLIN
  57. Chapter 46
  58. Also by John Banville
  59. About the Author
  60. By the Same Author
  61. Copyright

She was here to meet Paul. His flight from Zurich had already been delayed by an hour. She wondered if it would be allowed to land at all. If not, where would it be diverted to? Shannon, most likely, or even somewhere in England. If Paul were here, and not up in the sky somewhere, he would touch her elbow with his fingers and tell her, smiling, that she should go home and wait for him there. Paul was the soul of considerateness. She should have been glad of it, but instead his unflagging thoughtfulness annoyed her a little.

And was it thoughtfulness, anyway? Was it not something else, something that assured him of being always in control?

She had already drunk three cups of tea and eaten two sausage rolls. The first roll had tasted all right, probably because she was hungry, but the second was a serious mistake. It had given her a stomach ache, and there was a horrible, mucus-like scum coating the inside of her mouth.

The metal line of numbers on the arrivals board high up behind her clattered through a new set of changes. She turned expectantly, but no, the Zurich flight was still due to land late, at noon. She looked out at the mist again. When did mist stop being mist and become full-blown fog? In the hour that she had been waiting so far, not a single flight had taken off or landed. She was torn between the wish for Paul to be here, now, and the worry that the pilot would run out of patience and decide to risk coming down, and would lose his way because of poor visibility and the plane would crash.

She looked at her watch, and thought it must have stopped. But it hadn’t – the spear-shaped second hand was sweeping around the dial with what seemed to her infuriating smugness. It was only five minutes past eleven. If there was another delay, she would go to the bar and have a drink, and let the people, especially the women, glare at her in disapproval if they wanted to. Unescorted young ladies weren’t supposed to sit on high stools in airport bars with their legs crossed, drinking gin. Only certain girls did that kind of thing.

Paul had been attending a conference in Zurich on the campaign to stem the spread of smallpox in the Horn of Africa.

Waiting for him, she had a sense, only slightly guilty, of her superiority over the people around her. There were businessmen’s doll-like wives, in white gloves and pillbox hats, and couples up from the country, seeing off their emigrant sons or daughters, and rough-faced fellows returning to their jobs on building sites in England, cardboard suitcases at their feet, their wives beside them with red-rimmed eyes and five or six screaming kids hanging on to their coat-tails. They would all look so dowdy, even those pampered wives, compared to her boyfriend.