Back April in Spain
Chapters (61)
  1. Landing Page
  2. APRIL IN SPAIN
  3. Dedication
  4. Contents
  5. LONDON
  6. Chapter 1
  7. DONOSTIA
  8. Chapter 2
  9. Chapter 3
  10. Chapter 4
  11. Chapter 5
  12. Chapter 6
  13. Chapter 7
  14. LONDON
  15. Chapter 8
  16. DONOSTIA
  17. Chapter 9
  18. Chapter 10
  19. Chapter 11
  20. Chapter 12
  21. Chapter 13
  22. Chapter 14
  23. Chapter 15
  24. Chapter 16
  25. DUBLIN
  26. Chapter 17
  27. Chapter 18
  28. Chapter 19
  29. Chapter 20
  30. Chapter 21
  31. Chapter 22
  32. Chapter 23
  33. Chapter 24
  34. Chapter 25
  35. Chapter 26
  36. Chapter 27
  37. Chapter 28
  38. Chapter 29
  39. Chapter 30
  40. Chapter 31
  41. Chapter 32
  42. Chapter 33
  43. Chapter 34
  44. Chapter 35
  45. DONOSTIA
  46. Chapter 36
  47. Chapter 37
  48. Chapter 38
  49. Chapter 39
  50. Chapter 40
  51. Chapter 41
  52. Chapter 42
  53. Chapter 43
  54. Chapter 44
  55. Chapter 45
  56. DUBLIN
  57. Chapter 46
  58. Also by John Banville
  59. About the Author
  60. By the Same Author
  61. Copyright

He wondered if she would come to dinner, or if she would find some excuse to stay away. He had to admit, he would be disappointed if she wasn’t there. What he had said to Evelyn was true, he felt no physical attraction to the tight-faced young woman, with her little sharp features and narrow, beady stare. He was curious, that was all. He wanted to know who she was, and why he was convinced he had some unremembered connection with her. It was as simple as that. But he knew it wasn’t. It wasn’t simple at all.

He came in from the balcony and lay down on the bed. After a while he fell into a doze for what he thought was no more than a few minutes, but when he woke and looked blearily at his watch, he was surprised to find that almost an hour had passed.

Doctor Cruz had not called back. Dinner was set, then.

Picking up his cigarettes and the door key, Quirke walked along the corridor to the lift. Instead of going directly down, he pressed the button for the top floor. The iron cage around him juddered and clanked as he ascended. He felt both exhilarated and sheepish. Evelyn was right, part of him would for ever be a child. It was at least in part her fault, he told himself. She had made him happy, or so it seemed, and where happiness was concerned, seeming was the same as being. But it was a dangerous thing to do to a man of Quirke’s saturnine and bodeful temper. Laughing will end crying, he thought, trying to remember the old nun’s name. Sister Cataclysma, let’s call her, he thought, and grinned at himself in the framed looking glass on the back wall.

Christ never laughed. Who was it had told him that? Nowhere in any of the accounts of the Evangelists does the Messiah allow himself even a chuckle. But then, he had a lot on his mind. The certain prospect of crucifixion would hardly be conducive to the belly laugh.

In the bar, he ordered his first glass of wine of the day, while Evelyn went and requested the concierge to book a  table for four at the Restaurante Zurriola.

She was puzzled by Quirke’s uncharacteristic insistence on dining with these two doctors, but she had made no objection. She was happy to go out to dinner to a nice restaurant. She smiled to herself. Jealousy, according to Herr Professor Zwingli’s big fat book that she was reading, was one of the affects that she lacked. Secretly, she considered Doktor Zwingli something of a Scharlatan. It did not matter. Even frauds had some wise things to say, despite themselves.