Back April in Spain
Chapters (61)
  1. Landing Page
  2. APRIL IN SPAIN
  3. Dedication
  4. Contents
  5. LONDON
  6. Chapter 1
  7. DONOSTIA
  8. Chapter 2
  9. Chapter 3
  10. Chapter 4
  11. Chapter 5
  12. Chapter 6
  13. Chapter 7
  14. LONDON
  15. Chapter 8
  16. DONOSTIA
  17. Chapter 9
  18. Chapter 10
  19. Chapter 11
  20. Chapter 12
  21. Chapter 13
  22. Chapter 14
  23. Chapter 15
  24. Chapter 16
  25. DUBLIN
  26. Chapter 17
  27. Chapter 18
  28. Chapter 19
  29. Chapter 20
  30. Chapter 21
  31. Chapter 22
  32. Chapter 23
  33. Chapter 24
  34. Chapter 25
  35. Chapter 26
  36. Chapter 27
  37. Chapter 28
  38. Chapter 29
  39. Chapter 30
  40. Chapter 31
  41. Chapter 32
  42. Chapter 33
  43. Chapter 34
  44. Chapter 35
  45. DONOSTIA
  46. Chapter 36
  47. Chapter 37
  48. Chapter 38
  49. Chapter 39
  50. Chapter 40
  51. Chapter 41
  52. Chapter 42
  53. Chapter 43
  54. Chapter 44
  55. Chapter 45
  56. DUBLIN
  57. Chapter 46
  58. Also by John Banville
  59. About the Author
  60. By the Same Author
  61. Copyright

Worse than the pain, in a way, was the sense he had of having been insulted. Yes, insulted. It wasn’t just her, the doped-up bitch, slinging the stuff out of the beaker into his face. They were all in on it, the junkie, and the skinny one in the black dress, and the dozy-looking longshanks with the floppy hair, and the others, for he knew there must be others, that he hadn’t encountered yet. They had all spat on him, one big collective spit, that burned into his sense of himself as the acid had burned into his skin.

The Girl brought an enamelled basin and a clean cloth and began to bathe his burned skin. They sat together side by side on the bed with the basin between them. It was funny, really, he thought, the two of them here, in pain, him with his face and her with her wrist. She had put ice cubes in the water and the coldness felt good, almost like an anaesthetic. His face was still sore and stiff, but either the pain was easing or he was learning to cope with it.

Burns and scalds he had always feared. One night in a place in Greek Street he had found himself in the middle of a barney, and took a bullet through the fleshy part of his arm just below his left elbow. He hadn’t even known he was shot until it was all over and the bodies were being hauled out into the lane at the back and shoved into a brewer’s van to be taken away and dumped. Next day he couldn’t move his arm, and worried that the slug might have severed a nerve or something. One of Ronnie’s doctors, an alky with a permanent drop on the end of his nose, patched him up and told him to keep his arm in a sling and take it easy for a week or two. Three nights running he couldn’t sleep for the pain, but he didn’t mind. A hole in your arm would heal with no one the wiser, but a burn to the face left you marked for life.

The Girl was coming at him again with the soaked rag, but he pushed her hand away and got up off the bed. His mood had shifted. He was angry. The back of his shirt was damp. He looked at himself again in the mirror at the window, turning sideways to get a better look at his jaw. He touched the puffed and angry skin here and there with his fingertips.  Maybe it would heal, maybe it wouldn’t leave a scar. Anyway, he could get a skin graft – they could do amazing things, nowadays, those plastic surgeons.