Back April in Spain
Chapters (61)
  1. Landing Page
  2. APRIL IN SPAIN
  3. Dedication
  4. Contents
  5. LONDON
  6. Chapter 1
  7. DONOSTIA
  8. Chapter 2
  9. Chapter 3
  10. Chapter 4
  11. Chapter 5
  12. Chapter 6
  13. Chapter 7
  14. LONDON
  15. Chapter 8
  16. DONOSTIA
  17. Chapter 9
  18. Chapter 10
  19. Chapter 11
  20. Chapter 12
  21. Chapter 13
  22. Chapter 14
  23. Chapter 15
  24. Chapter 16
  25. DUBLIN
  26. Chapter 17
  27. Chapter 18
  28. Chapter 19
  29. Chapter 20
  30. Chapter 21
  31. Chapter 22
  32. Chapter 23
  33. Chapter 24
  34. Chapter 25
  35. Chapter 26
  36. Chapter 27
  37. Chapter 28
  38. Chapter 29
  39. Chapter 30
  40. Chapter 31
  41. Chapter 32
  42. Chapter 33
  43. Chapter 34
  44. Chapter 35
  45. DONOSTIA
  46. Chapter 36
  47. Chapter 37
  48. Chapter 38
  49. Chapter 39
  50. Chapter 40
  51. Chapter 41
  52. Chapter 42
  53. Chapter 43
  54. Chapter 44
  55. Chapter 45
  56. DUBLIN
  57. Chapter 46
  58. Also by John Banville
  59. About the Author
  60. By the Same Author
  61. Copyright

Slamming shut the door of the taxi, Phoebe turned, and paused to gaze up at the hospital’s white-pillared façade. The place looked altogether too cheery and bright to be a house for the sick. It reminded her of a toy she had when she was a child, consisting of a set of painted wooden blocks that could be assembled and reassembled flat in its box into a seem ingly infinite number of variants of a miniature palace. It was, she recalled, a Christmas present from Quirke, in the days when he was still masquerading as her favourite uncle. For this and other deceptions she had long ago forgiven him. One had to make do with life’s building blocks, the unasked-for gift that couldn’t be brought back to the shop and exchanged for something better.

She went up the steps and pushed through the tall swing doors.

The nun behind the reception desk wore a pale-grey habit with celluloid cuffs and a stiff collar, and a comical little white hat topped with a pair of starched white butterfly wings.

‘I am here to see Doctor Angela Lawless.’

The nun, as if reacting to a challenge, shook her head vigorously and poured out a stream of Spanish. Phoebe, taken aback, made to speak again. Before she could do so, the telephone on the desk rang, and the nun answered it. Somewhere in the further reaches of the hospital an electric bell began to blare – Phoebe recognised it as the same one she had heard earlier in the background on the telephone. The nun ignored it, only raised her voice until she was yelling into the phone. Meanwhile, Phoebe took out her diary and scribbled DOCTOR ANGELA LAWLESS on a blank page at the back and held it up for the nun to see. The bell was still ringing. The nun put a hand over the receiver.

‘Ahí está ella,’ she said impatiently, pointing past Phoebe’s shoulder.

Phoebe turned. On the far side of the reception area, at the entrance to a long, light-filled corridor, a youngish woman in a white coat, a doctor, obviously, stood talking to a younger nurse, her back turned to Phoebe. Slender, with narrow shoulders and dark hair cut short. Her ankles looked too frail to support even so slight a frame.

The nurse saw Phoebe staring, and said something to the woman facing her. The bell stopped ringing, leaving behind it a faint, tinny reverberation fading on the air. The nun had put down the phone and was addressing Phoebe again, again in Spanish. Phoebe paid her no heed.

Beyond the glass of the swing doors she saw a taxi pulling up outside and Strafford alighting from it. She had a dizzying sense of things rushing together into a vast, silent collision, like an event in stellar space.