Back April in Spain
Chapters (61)
  1. Landing Page
  2. APRIL IN SPAIN
  3. Dedication
  4. Contents
  5. LONDON
  6. Chapter 1
  7. DONOSTIA
  8. Chapter 2
  9. Chapter 3
  10. Chapter 4
  11. Chapter 5
  12. Chapter 6
  13. Chapter 7
  14. LONDON
  15. Chapter 8
  16. DONOSTIA
  17. Chapter 9
  18. Chapter 10
  19. Chapter 11
  20. Chapter 12
  21. Chapter 13
  22. Chapter 14
  23. Chapter 15
  24. Chapter 16
  25. DUBLIN
  26. Chapter 17
  27. Chapter 18
  28. Chapter 19
  29. Chapter 20
  30. Chapter 21
  31. Chapter 22
  32. Chapter 23
  33. Chapter 24
  34. Chapter 25
  35. Chapter 26
  36. Chapter 27
  37. Chapter 28
  38. Chapter 29
  39. Chapter 30
  40. Chapter 31
  41. Chapter 32
  42. Chapter 33
  43. Chapter 34
  44. Chapter 35
  45. DONOSTIA
  46. Chapter 36
  47. Chapter 37
  48. Chapter 38
  49. Chapter 39
  50. Chapter 40
  51. Chapter 41
  52. Chapter 42
  53. Chapter 43
  54. Chapter 44
  55. Chapter 45
  56. DUBLIN
  57. Chapter 46
  58. Also by John Banville
  59. About the Author
  60. By the Same Author
  61. Copyright

Which brought him back to his problem, which was how to get into the hospital and make sure what-you-call-her was who she was supposed to be. What was her name? Something beginning with ‘L’. He had it written down in his notebook, but he had left it at the hotel. He took up his book and turned to the inside of the back cover, where he had stuck her photograph with bits of sticky tape. He studied her, where she leaned on the fake pillar in her lacy frock.

Lawless, that was it, that was her name. Angela Lawless. Or that at least was the name she was going under.

He leaned his chin on his hands and gazed out vacantly over the bay. Nice colours on the sea today, blue, and a kind of bluey-green, and a shiny, scaly silver that looked like the sheen on the flank of a fish. The Girl, beside him, hadn’t stirred for the past ten minutes. He looked at her. She was definitely asleep. Sleeping was what she did a lot of. She worked hard, she was popular with the johns. Strange, that he didn’t mind her doing it with all those other blokes. He despised them, and pitied them, too, in a funny sort of way. The truth was, he didn’t get much out of doing it with her himself. Something mechanical about it. She had been at it since she was twelve, and there was no fight left in her. She was – what was the word? – passive. Whereas he liked a bit of resistance. He was fond of her, though. She was as tough as a terrier. Raised rough, like him. Terry and his Girl terrier.

He wondered what age she was. She had told him she was twenty-one, but they always lied. He put her at sixteen, seventeen tops. Not that it mattered. He didn’t know his own age. At the orphanage one day they showed him some bit of paper, his birth cert., they claimed it was, but it wasn’t his, the name on it was different. If anyone asked, he would say he was born on December 12th, same day as Frankie Sinatra, Ol’ Blue Eyes himself. He was ashamed not to know the real date. It sort of summed up all he had been denied in life, all that had been taken from him. If ever he found out who his parents were, he would know what to do. Hello, Mum, hello, Dad. Then blam! blam!

He sighed. He was bored and yet he didn’t mind. This beach wasn’t like the ones at home. You could sit out here for hours doing nothing and not get the heebie-jeebies.