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Chapters (61)
  1. Landing Page
  2. APRIL IN SPAIN
  3. Dedication
  4. Contents
  5. LONDON
  6. Chapter 1
  7. DONOSTIA
  8. Chapter 2
  9. Chapter 3
  10. Chapter 4
  11. Chapter 5
  12. Chapter 6
  13. Chapter 7
  14. LONDON
  15. Chapter 8
  16. DONOSTIA
  17. Chapter 9
  18. Chapter 10
  19. Chapter 11
  20. Chapter 12
  21. Chapter 13
  22. Chapter 14
  23. Chapter 15
  24. Chapter 16
  25. DUBLIN
  26. Chapter 17
  27. Chapter 18
  28. Chapter 19
  29. Chapter 20
  30. Chapter 21
  31. Chapter 22
  32. Chapter 23
  33. Chapter 24
  34. Chapter 25
  35. Chapter 26
  36. Chapter 27
  37. Chapter 28
  38. Chapter 29
  39. Chapter 30
  40. Chapter 31
  41. Chapter 32
  42. Chapter 33
  43. Chapter 34
  44. Chapter 35
  45. DONOSTIA
  46. Chapter 36
  47. Chapter 37
  48. Chapter 38
  49. Chapter 39
  50. Chapter 40
  51. Chapter 41
  52. Chapter 42
  53. Chapter 43
  54. Chapter 44
  55. Chapter 45
  56. DUBLIN
  57. Chapter 46
  58. Also by John Banville
  59. About the Author
  60. By the Same Author
  61. Copyright

In the corridor on the way to her room, Phoebe had a sensation of weightlessness, as if gravity had let go its hold on her. It lasted only a second or two, then she seemed to pass effortlessly through some glair-like substance, and was her solidly grounded self again. Yet even when she reached the door to her room and was inserting the key in the lock, something of that peculiar buoyant feeling remained. It was at once unsettling and faintly thrilling. She felt as one feels when the vase slips from one’s hands and seems to hang suspended for an instant before plummeting to the floor and exploding into a thousand pieces.

In her room, she stood motionless in the middle of the floor, trying to regain her equilibrium. The window was open on to the pale-blue day. The gauze curtain stirred, the hem of it making a faint scraping sound as it brushed back and forth over the carpet.

The telephone stood on a cabinet beside the bed. A squat, smug black thing, it seemed to dare her to approach it. She felt the same antipathy to phones as she did to hotels. There was so much she had in common with her father, she thought ruefully. She lifted the receiver. The male operator, bright and brisk, spoke to her in fluent English, which for some reason she resented. He requested her to hang up, saying he would call her back. She put down the receiver. The feel of the Bakelite, heavy, smooth and chill, made her shiver.

It had occurred to her on the way down here that all this business of ‘Doctor Angela Lawless’, and who she really was or wasn’t, might be an elaborate ploy by her father to get her away from Paul Viertel. She wouldn’t put it past him, for he was devious when he set his mind to something. He had never approved of Paul, even though – or because? – he was his wife’s nephew. It had nothing to do with the fact that Paul was a Jew, she knew that. No, with Quirke, it was always personal.

She sat back on the bed with her hands pressed hard against the mattress on either side of her, thinking. Then she snatched up the phone again, intending to cancel the call to the hospital. But she got a different operator this time, whose English was poor, and she couldn’t make herself understood, and in the end she hung up. She was flustered. She had an image of a bird floundering in a net as colourless as air.

The phone rang, making her jump, and the mattress springs jangled under her. She picked up the receiver. It was the first operator, informing her that he was putting her through to the hospital. Then a female voice spoke to her in Spanish. Stammering, she replied in English.

‘Please, I wish to speak to Doctor Angela Lawless.’