Back April in Spain
Chapters (61)
  1. Landing Page
  2. APRIL IN SPAIN
  3. Dedication
  4. Contents
  5. LONDON
  6. Chapter 1
  7. DONOSTIA
  8. Chapter 2
  9. Chapter 3
  10. Chapter 4
  11. Chapter 5
  12. Chapter 6
  13. Chapter 7
  14. LONDON
  15. Chapter 8
  16. DONOSTIA
  17. Chapter 9
  18. Chapter 10
  19. Chapter 11
  20. Chapter 12
  21. Chapter 13
  22. Chapter 14
  23. Chapter 15
  24. Chapter 16
  25. DUBLIN
  26. Chapter 17
  27. Chapter 18
  28. Chapter 19
  29. Chapter 20
  30. Chapter 21
  31. Chapter 22
  32. Chapter 23
  33. Chapter 24
  34. Chapter 25
  35. Chapter 26
  36. Chapter 27
  37. Chapter 28
  38. Chapter 29
  39. Chapter 30
  40. Chapter 31
  41. Chapter 32
  42. Chapter 33
  43. Chapter 34
  44. Chapter 35
  45. DONOSTIA
  46. Chapter 36
  47. Chapter 37
  48. Chapter 38
  49. Chapter 39
  50. Chapter 40
  51. Chapter 41
  52. Chapter 42
  53. Chapter 43
  54. Chapter 44
  55. Chapter 45
  56. DUBLIN
  57. Chapter 46
  58. Also by John Banville
  59. About the Author
  60. By the Same Author
  61. Copyright

Today the street was even noisier than it had been last evening. Everybody seemed to be outside. They never stopped, these people, swarming all over the place and jabbering at each other like parakeets. Moving among them, he felt he was being swept down a fast-flowing river between sheer, high cliffs.

Suddenly, to his relief, he came out at the river. His street map told him it was called the Urumea, unless that was just the Spanish or Basque word for river. It meandered all over the place, up and down and around, like the city’s gut.

He had to walk for a long time before he found a taxi rank. He showed the driver a crumpled betting slip on the back of which he had written down the name of the hospital in block letters. The taxi shot off from the kerb so suddenly that he was thrown right back against the seat. He swore. The driver must have understood the word, for he looked at him merrily in the driving mirror and laughed.

The hospital was on the side of a low hill. It had a black roof made in a series of domes, and terracotta walls, and, on the front wall, white pillars and white balconies. He walked up and down outside the gate for a while. He had thought he’d surely find a bar somewhere around here, but there didn’t seem to be any. There was a hotel, higher up the road, but it looked too posh. Places like that made him nervous.

He had no plan. He didn’t go in for plans. He was superstitious that way. Things always worked themselves out, somehow, or maybe it was that he had a golden touch. Yet he knew enough to know there was no luck, that it was just a word. If you believed in luck you would have to believe in all the things Pinkie believed in, God and the Virgin Mary and the saints and Hell and damnation and the rest of it. No, there was no such thing as luck, no coincidences, no golden touch, only willpower and determination. And you had to keep cool. Always you had to keep a cool head, and not get fussed. He had got fussed that night on the dockside with Percy, and look what had happened.

At a bend in a slope of the road he spied an old-fashioned wrought-iron bench, and sat down. The heat was making him tired. From here he had a clear view of the hospital gate. He didn’t really expect her to come walking out, just like that. And even if she did appear, he probably wouldn’t know it was her, at this distance.