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Chapters (136)
  1. APEX
  2. Contents
  3. 1How the World Ends
  4. 2Mayday
  5. 3Sleight of Mind
  6. 4Meditation, Interrupted
  7. 5Opportunity
  8. 6The Bottom of Things
  9. 7Final Testament
  10. 8Back to Jesus
  11. 9Transit and Debriefing
  12. 10Overnight Delivery
  13. 11Reactions
  14. 12Re-United
  15. 13Threat Vectors
  16. 14HR Gambit
  17. 16Fade From Black
  18. 17Senator, We Were Attacked
  19. 18Acts of Conscience
  20. 19Rude Awakening
  21. 20Election Day
  22. 21Goodbyes
  23. 22No Concessions
  24. 23Riot Boy
  25. 24Guilt
  26. 25Partial Success
  27. 26Toy Soldiers
  28. 27Opera Night
  29. 28Strategic Direction
  30. 29Evidence
  31. 30Wants to Be Free
  32. 31The Hacker Life
  33. 32Disclosure
  34. 33Better World
  35. 34Leaving New Delhi
  36. 35Dark and Light
  37. 36What I Want
  38. 37Love Finds a Way
  39. 38Minor Anarchy
  40. 39Progress
  41. 40The Pawn Seldom Knows
  42. 41Monster
  43. 42Team Players
  44. 43Old Friends
  45. 44Walkabout
  46. 45Mindful
  47. 46Escalating Tensions
  48. 47Briefing - Not Consummated
  49. 48The Dinner Party
  50. 49Tick Tock
  51. 50Self Discovery
  52. 51R&D
  53. 52One Day at a Time
  54. 53Decision Day
  55. 54Contact
  56. 55Reeling
  57. 56Come Together
  58. 57With Friends Like These
  59. 58One Flower
  60. 59Lisa, Lisa
  61. 60Yingjie
  62. 61Next Steps
  63. 63Bouncing Back
  64. 64Growing
  65. 65Husband, Lover
  66. 66Topology
  67. 67A Funny Thing Happened Today
  68. 68Exfiltration
  69. 69Unsettling Suspicions
  70. 70Call of Duty
  71. 71A Billion Weeds
  72. 72Audacity
  73. 73By Their Very Absence
  74. 74Let’s Do This
  75. 75The Clearing of Jiao Tong
  76. 76Thin Ice
  77. 77What Videos?
  78. 78Viral
  79. 79To Quell an Angry Mind
  80. 80Crucial Conversations
  81. 81Integration
  82. 82Selves
  83. 83Li-hua’s Brain
  84. 84Parlor Tricks
  85. 85Plan B
  86. 86Controlled Release
  87. 87BREAKING
  88. 88Risk Management
  89. 89Totally Different Building
  90. 90Emancipation
  91. 91Reunion
  92. 92I Against I
  93. 93Grown Up Choices
  94. 94No Exit
  95. 95Nothing Subtle
  96. 96Plan C
  97. 97Unelevated
  98. 98Rise, China, Rise
  99. 99Scramble
  100. 100Childish Things
  101. 101Reinforcements
  102. 102Strike Team
  103. 103On Set
  104. 104The Sooner, The Better
  105. 105Ripples
  106. 106Inflamed
  107. 107Desert Strike
  108. 108Wings
  109. 109Boot Time
  110. 110Land Line
  111. 111Stabilize
  112. 112Hard Landing
  113. 113Contact Established
  114. 114Contingency
  115. 115Morning in America
  116. 116Incoming
  117. 117Confrontations
  118. 118The Only Way
  119. 119DEFCON
  120. 120Down the Rabbit Hole
  121. 121Mere Anarchy
  122. 122Million Human
  123. 123Inauguration
  124. 124Ultimate Recourse
  125. 125Darkest
  126. 126Before the Dawn
  127. 127Highwire
  128. 128Merge
  129. 129Final Sacrifice
  130. EPILOGUE
  131. Surfacing
  132. New Directions
  133. Coming Home
  134. The Science of Apex
  135. Acknowledgements
  136. About the Author

Kade nodded. “And in Iterated Prisoner’s Dilemma, the winning strategy is to cooperate with strangers. But if you meet someone who’s betrayed you in the past, who’s defected against you, you betray them.”

“Tit for tat,” Dabir .

“Generous Tit for Tat,” Kade said. “Start off cooperating. Betray those who betrayed you before. But forgive those who’ve betrayed you in the past, if they make amends by cooperating again. Of all deterministic strategies, that performs best.”

“And you think that’s the situation we’re in now,” Dabir said. “That we’re in this game with future post-humans, and that if we defect – if we treat them poorly – they’ll treat us poorly down the road.”

“Dr Dabir,” Kade said. “How would you feel about growing up in a society that granted you full rights and protections, celebrated you even, versus one that oppressed you, or maybe even tried to kill you?” He paused, looking at her. “What would you do, growing up that way, if you ever gained the upper hand?”

“A beta blocker,” Sam repeated. She was calm. She had to be calm. Remain calm.

“Beta,” she enunciated.

Fucking.

“Blocker,” she went on.

The doctor stared blankly at her.

Sam glared at him in frustration. “It’s standard protocol after a mission with casualties. Reduce adrenaline overload. Prevent post-traumatic stress. I know you have similar protocols here.” She stopped herself before she started ranting.

I am the Sam who’s calm, she told herself. I am the motherfucking Sam who’s calm.

“I’m only authorized to treat wounds and pain,” the doctor said. The armed and armored guards behind him glowered at her.

Calm, she told herself again, calm. Vipassana. I’ll fucking meditate.

“I want to see the children,” she said again.

The doctor gestured to the guards. “You’ll have to ask these gentleman,” he said.

“Not yet,” one of the guards said. “You stay here.”

“When?” Sam demanded.

“When we tell you,” the guard growled.

And then they escorted the doctor out.

Her fists clenched.

Damn it all to hell.

“So I tell him,” Feng went on. “It’s just a butter knife.”

The guards in the room laughed as the orderly placed the bowl of curry in front of Feng.

He grinned up at them, one arm hanging uselessly in the sling, his eyes taking in the patterns of their movements, the structure of their armor, the position of their weapons. His mind superimposed phantom echoes of the future movements they could make atop them all, turning them into multi-limbed Indian gods, all punches and blocks and evasions and drawn guns.

Too many of them. Too many with their armor and their guns and him with only one hand.

“I’ll be back for the bowl in an hour,” the orderly said.

“Well,” Feng said, waving his one working arm magnanimously around the small room, “I suppose I’ll stick around.” More guards chuckled as they escorted the man out.