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Chapters (136)
  1. APEX
  2. Contents
  3. 1How the World Ends
  4. 2Mayday
  5. 3Sleight of Mind
  6. 4Meditation, Interrupted
  7. 5Opportunity
  8. 6The Bottom of Things
  9. 7Final Testament
  10. 8Back to Jesus
  11. 9Transit and Debriefing
  12. 10Overnight Delivery
  13. 11Reactions
  14. 12Re-United
  15. 13Threat Vectors
  16. 14HR Gambit
  17. 16Fade From Black
  18. 17Senator, We Were Attacked
  19. 18Acts of Conscience
  20. 19Rude Awakening
  21. 20Election Day
  22. 21Goodbyes
  23. 22No Concessions
  24. 23Riot Boy
  25. 24Guilt
  26. 25Partial Success
  27. 26Toy Soldiers
  28. 27Opera Night
  29. 28Strategic Direction
  30. 29Evidence
  31. 30Wants to Be Free
  32. 31The Hacker Life
  33. 32Disclosure
  34. 33Better World
  35. 34Leaving New Delhi
  36. 35Dark and Light
  37. 36What I Want
  38. 37Love Finds a Way
  39. 38Minor Anarchy
  40. 39Progress
  41. 40The Pawn Seldom Knows
  42. 41Monster
  43. 42Team Players
  44. 43Old Friends
  45. 44Walkabout
  46. 45Mindful
  47. 46Escalating Tensions
  48. 47Briefing - Not Consummated
  49. 48The Dinner Party
  50. 49Tick Tock
  51. 50Self Discovery
  52. 51R&D
  53. 52One Day at a Time
  54. 53Decision Day
  55. 54Contact
  56. 55Reeling
  57. 56Come Together
  58. 57With Friends Like These
  59. 58One Flower
  60. 59Lisa, Lisa
  61. 60Yingjie
  62. 61Next Steps
  63. 63Bouncing Back
  64. 64Growing
  65. 65Husband, Lover
  66. 66Topology
  67. 67A Funny Thing Happened Today
  68. 68Exfiltration
  69. 69Unsettling Suspicions
  70. 70Call of Duty
  71. 71A Billion Weeds
  72. 72Audacity
  73. 73By Their Very Absence
  74. 74Let’s Do This
  75. 75The Clearing of Jiao Tong
  76. 76Thin Ice
  77. 77What Videos?
  78. 78Viral
  79. 79To Quell an Angry Mind
  80. 80Crucial Conversations
  81. 81Integration
  82. 82Selves
  83. 83Li-hua’s Brain
  84. 84Parlor Tricks
  85. 85Plan B
  86. 86Controlled Release
  87. 87BREAKING
  88. 88Risk Management
  89. 89Totally Different Building
  90. 90Emancipation
  91. 91Reunion
  92. 92I Against I
  93. 93Grown Up Choices
  94. 94No Exit
  95. 95Nothing Subtle
  96. 96Plan C
  97. 97Unelevated
  98. 98Rise, China, Rise
  99. 99Scramble
  100. 100Childish Things
  101. 101Reinforcements
  102. 102Strike Team
  103. 103On Set
  104. 104The Sooner, The Better
  105. 105Ripples
  106. 106Inflamed
  107. 107Desert Strike
  108. 108Wings
  109. 109Boot Time
  110. 110Land Line
  111. 111Stabilize
  112. 112Hard Landing
  113. 113Contact Established
  114. 114Contingency
  115. 115Morning in America
  116. 116Incoming
  117. 117Confrontations
  118. 118The Only Way
  119. 119DEFCON
  120. 120Down the Rabbit Hole
  121. 121Mere Anarchy
  122. 122Million Human
  123. 123Inauguration
  124. 124Ultimate Recourse
  125. 125Darkest
  126. 126Before the Dawn
  127. 127Highwire
  128. 128Merge
  129. 129Final Sacrifice
  130. EPILOGUE
  131. Surfacing
  132. New Directions
  133. Coming Home
  134. The Science of Apex
  135. Acknowledgements
  136. About the Author

He felt flickers of attention reach him now. New stimulus had touched the minds of these trippers. Something had broken the unbroken cycle of their bad trip. He wished he could dim the harsh light of this tunnel but the music would have to do. Minds were opening to him. They were still fucking freaked out, but at least they were aware of him. They’d noticed the music. They’d noticed something new, and they were reaching out. They were crying without words for help, and they were tripping so hard, each of their trips unique, each of their calibration phases a totally separate psychedelic story, all tinged with the chaos and confusion of a first timer going through this overwhelming experience without expecting it, while thinking they were about to die.

He took the opening, sent soothing thoughts out to all those around him.

Shhh… It’s going to be fine. Everything’s going to be just fine. Deep breaths. Relax…

More minds turned towards him then. He was getting their attention. They were still tripping so goddamn hard. He could feel it hitting him even harder, as more of them focused on him, reached out to him, projected their thoughts on him.

You’re healthy. You’re OK. You’re just a little bit high. He sent them smiles, gentle laughter, soothing, comforting thoughts. That’s why this is so strange. But it’s all fine. Just breathe into it. It’ll all be juuuust fine…

He took another breath himself, deep into his lungs, then exhaled it again, in and out, letting them feel the breath as it went in and out of him, beckoning them to follow.

He could do this. He’d talked people down from bad trips. Plenty of people.

Well, maybe not three hundred at once.

The music slowly changed, White Sands fading seamlessly, right into Silent Sun’s warm, beatless, ambient radiance; the most healing soothing music he could imagine, the kind of music that bathed you in goodness like the first sunny day in June that you could lie out and let your skin soak up the rays falling from the sky.

He felt it touch their minds, touch more minds, and almost the whole room was aware of him now, and a few of them were changing, were shifting, were calming just a tiny bit, the tenor of their calibrations changing, settling from frantic panicked nightmares to something else, something they could handle.

And then the rest were reaching out to him, dozens of them, reaching pleadingly, scores of them, begging him to clear the poison from their lungs, to clear the madness from their minds.

He took a breath to center himself and the chaos of their minds beat against him. The room wobbled and he stumbled back against the wall.

It’s going to be fine, he sent.