Chapters (136)
- APEX
- Contents
- 1How the World Ends
- 2Mayday
- 3Sleight of Mind
- 4Meditation, Interrupted
- 5Opportunity
- 6The Bottom of Things
- 7Final Testament
- 8Back to Jesus
- 9Transit and Debriefing
- 10Overnight Delivery
- 11Reactions
- 12Re-United
- 13Threat Vectors
- 14HR Gambit
- 16Fade From Black
- 17Senator, We Were Attacked
- 18Acts of Conscience
- 19Rude Awakening
- 20Election Day
- 21Goodbyes
- 22No Concessions
- 23Riot Boy
- 24Guilt
- 25Partial Success
- 26Toy Soldiers
- 27Opera Night
- 28Strategic Direction
- 29Evidence
- 30Wants to Be Free
- 31The Hacker Life
- 32Disclosure
- 33Better World
- 34Leaving New Delhi
- 35Dark and Light
- 36What I Want
- 37Love Finds a Way
- 38Minor Anarchy
- 39Progress
- 40The Pawn Seldom Knows
- 41Monster
- 42Team Players
- 43Old Friends
- 44Walkabout
- 45Mindful
- 46Escalating Tensions
- 47Briefing - Not Consummated
- 48The Dinner Party
- 49Tick Tock
- 50Self Discovery
- 51R&D
- 52One Day at a Time
- 53Decision Day
- 54Contact
- 55Reeling
- 56Come Together
- 57With Friends Like These
- 58One Flower
- 59Lisa, Lisa
- 60Yingjie
- 61Next Steps
- 63Bouncing Back
- 64Growing
- 65Husband, Lover
- 66Topology
- 67A Funny Thing Happened Today
- 68Exfiltration
- 69Unsettling Suspicions
- 70Call of Duty
- 71A Billion Weeds
- 72Audacity
- 73By Their Very Absence
- 74Let’s Do This
- 75The Clearing of Jiao Tong
- 76Thin Ice
- 77What Videos?
- 78Viral
- 79To Quell an Angry Mind
- 80Crucial Conversations
- 81Integration
- 82Selves
- 83Li-hua’s Brain
- 84Parlor Tricks
- 85Plan B
- 86Controlled Release
- 87BREAKING
- 88Risk Management
- 89Totally Different Building
- 90Emancipation
- 91Reunion
- 92I Against I
- 93Grown Up Choices
- 94No Exit
- 95Nothing Subtle
- 96Plan C
- 97Unelevated
- 98Rise, China, Rise
- 99Scramble
- 100Childish Things
- 101Reinforcements
- 102Strike Team
- 103On Set
- 104The Sooner, The Better
- 105Ripples
- 106Inflamed
- 107Desert Strike
- 108Wings
- 109Boot Time
- 110Land Line
- 111Stabilize
- 112Hard Landing
- 113Contact Established
- 114Contingency
- 115Morning in America
- 116Incoming
- 117Confrontations
- 118The Only Way
- 119DEFCON
- 120Down the Rabbit Hole
- 121Mere Anarchy
- 122Million Human
- 123Inauguration
- 124Ultimate Recourse
- 125Darkest
- 126Before the Dawn
- 127Highwire
- 128Merge
- 129Final Sacrifice
- EPILOGUE
- Surfacing
- New Directions
- Coming Home
- The Science of Apex
- Acknowledgements
- About the Author
“It’s pure,” Wei said. “And there’s a new trick that hides you from Nexus sensors.”
He brought his eyes down and looked at all of them. “I took some just before I knocked on the door,” he proclaimed. “Who wants to go next?”
“I do,” Yuguo heard himself say. Somehow he’d come to his feet.
Yuguo fell apart, into a thousand little pieces. He felt it happen, fragments of his mind detaching from the rest, splitting off, becoming their own, being mapped by Nexus.
Here was Yuguo’s knowledge of coding, his comprehension of data structures, of objects and methods, of intents and game players, of threads and loops and conditions. Here was football Yuguo, the precise way his left foot grounded into the grass and his hips swiveled and his arm balanced as his right foot shot forward to kick the checked ball at the goal. Here was Yuguo’s shy lust for girls, the patterns his eyes drew over their curves when he saw them, the anxiety that struck him dumb when they were near.
Here was Yuguo’s despair that had led him to this room, his quiet dread that his country and the world were getting worse instead of better, that the future was one of slow strangulation at the electronic hands of smiling tame AIs with famous faces, their forked tongues lapping out of the viewscreens to feed saccharine to the masses, the old men who’d always ruled China laughing and holding their leashes.
Here were the words a young woman had said to him just minutes ago. “Critical mass. Weak apart, strong together.” Here were her eyes, fiery eyes, hanging in space. Here was her name: Lifen.
Then those pieces fell apart, into smaller pieces, which fell apart into fragments even smaller: Yuguo’s sensation of red. Yuguo’s concept of 1 and 0. Yuguo’s left thumb. The sound in Yuguo’s head when he heard the third note of his favorite pop song. Yuguo’s yes. Yuguo’s no. Yuguo’s and. Yuguo’s or. Yuguo’s xor. Yuguo’s now. Yuguo’s future. Yuguo’s past.
He could see himself now. He was a golden statue of Yuguo, immobile, one foot in front of the other, standing in a space of white light. But the statue wasn’t solid, it was made of grains, millions of grains, flecks of gold dust, millions of parts of him. And as he watched they were separating, pulling gradually apart, so that he was no longer a single entity but a cloud, a fog, a fog of Yuguo, and if a strong wind came, he would just blow away, and if the pieces split any more he knew there wouldn’t be any such thing as Yuguo left at all.
Yuguo’s fear.
Yuguo’s end.