Chapters (136)
- APEX
- Contents
- 1How the World Ends
- 2Mayday
- 3Sleight of Mind
- 4Meditation, Interrupted
- 5Opportunity
- 6The Bottom of Things
- 7Final Testament
- 8Back to Jesus
- 9Transit and Debriefing
- 10Overnight Delivery
- 11Reactions
- 12Re-United
- 13Threat Vectors
- 14HR Gambit
- 16Fade From Black
- 17Senator, We Were Attacked
- 18Acts of Conscience
- 19Rude Awakening
- 20Election Day
- 21Goodbyes
- 22No Concessions
- 23Riot Boy
- 24Guilt
- 25Partial Success
- 26Toy Soldiers
- 27Opera Night
- 28Strategic Direction
- 29Evidence
- 30Wants to Be Free
- 31The Hacker Life
- 32Disclosure
- 33Better World
- 34Leaving New Delhi
- 35Dark and Light
- 36What I Want
- 37Love Finds a Way
- 38Minor Anarchy
- 39Progress
- 40The Pawn Seldom Knows
- 41Monster
- 42Team Players
- 43Old Friends
- 44Walkabout
- 45Mindful
- 46Escalating Tensions
- 47Briefing - Not Consummated
- 48The Dinner Party
- 49Tick Tock
- 50Self Discovery
- 51R&D
- 52One Day at a Time
- 53Decision Day
- 54Contact
- 55Reeling
- 56Come Together
- 57With Friends Like These
- 58One Flower
- 59Lisa, Lisa
- 60Yingjie
- 61Next Steps
- 63Bouncing Back
- 64Growing
- 65Husband, Lover
- 66Topology
- 67A Funny Thing Happened Today
- 68Exfiltration
- 69Unsettling Suspicions
- 70Call of Duty
- 71A Billion Weeds
- 72Audacity
- 73By Their Very Absence
- 74Let’s Do This
- 75The Clearing of Jiao Tong
- 76Thin Ice
- 77What Videos?
- 78Viral
- 79To Quell an Angry Mind
- 80Crucial Conversations
- 81Integration
- 82Selves
- 83Li-hua’s Brain
- 84Parlor Tricks
- 85Plan B
- 86Controlled Release
- 87BREAKING
- 88Risk Management
- 89Totally Different Building
- 90Emancipation
- 91Reunion
- 92I Against I
- 93Grown Up Choices
- 94No Exit
- 95Nothing Subtle
- 96Plan C
- 97Unelevated
- 98Rise, China, Rise
- 99Scramble
- 100Childish Things
- 101Reinforcements
- 102Strike Team
- 103On Set
- 104The Sooner, The Better
- 105Ripples
- 106Inflamed
- 107Desert Strike
- 108Wings
- 109Boot Time
- 110Land Line
- 111Stabilize
- 112Hard Landing
- 113Contact Established
- 114Contingency
- 115Morning in America
- 116Incoming
- 117Confrontations
- 118The Only Way
- 119DEFCON
- 120Down the Rabbit Hole
- 121Mere Anarchy
- 122Million Human
- 123Inauguration
- 124Ultimate Recourse
- 125Darkest
- 126Before the Dawn
- 127Highwire
- 128Merge
- 129Final Sacrifice
- EPILOGUE
- Surfacing
- New Directions
- Coming Home
- The Science of Apex
- Acknowledgements
- About the Author
Thoughts flashed through them, almost too fast to follow. Navya Kapoor at the UN. Tears on Kade’s face. Sam’s trauma. The pawn seldom knows. Meditation with Ananda. Shiva’s research plans. Elections and protest in the United States. Ling’s absence. A building on campus whose explanation had been an evasion. Code structures, mind structures, thought structures. Webs of knowledge. Monks in lotus, thousands of them. A million minds they could feel now, every day, every day. Dancing in Club Heaven in Saigon, the Nexus Jockey named Lotus closing a feedback loop with the crowd, turning it into a single glorious organism not unlike their own. Varun, the Indian scientist who’d been anxious during the UN speech. Orchestra musicians becoming one. Clone soldiers. Su-Yong Shu embodied in row upon row of vast computing machinery.
Children. A million children. A hundred million children. Minds linked. Everywhere around the world.
Transforming everything.
Kade snapped out of the whole in a wrenching, jarring moment of disunion.
He was on his back, disoriented, drained, the sky dark above him.
He was panting, gasping for breath, his chest rising and falling, rising and falling, desperate to suck in oxygen. His heart was beating like a drum.
Oh my god, he thought. Oh my god.
The children were standing around him, standing above him, towering above him.
Too much, he realized. I was too deep, giving too much, pushing my brain too far.
I couldn’t keep up.
We’ll allow it, they sent him, in harmony, eleven minds sending down to him at once.
No.
One mind, post-human. Alien. Remote.
My god, he thought. What are they?
But we want to be more than subjects, the posthuman sent him. Eleven minds. One mind. We want to be part of the team.
He looked up at them, at it, and what he felt was fear. What have we done?
Then they saw him, saw his fear, saw his brain sucking oxygen. And the distance collapsed.
Kade! We’re so sorry!
Alien dissipated in the familiar. Sarai and Kit and Sunisa and Meesang and…
Kade! Oh Kade!
Concern enfolded him. Childish, young concern for an injured elder. Minds probed his, searching, giving, bolstering. Exhaustion faded. Clarity returned. His heart slowed. His breathing eased.
And he saw what he was to them. Teacher. Friend. Brother. Champion.
Treasure.
Forerunner.
He could feel their minds enfolding him, apologizing, still searching for injury, learning, designing bulwarks against that happening again. And above all, caring.
Kids. He knew them. He trusted them. Because they trusted him.
Tit for tat.
Generosity rewarded.
That was the lesson here.
One more thing, Kade, they sent, a bit later, when they were sure he was well. Their thoughts resonated, harmonized, were eleven and at once one. Sam is right. The Indians are hiding something from you.